Sweet || 호석

.one.

.one.

i was frozen there, while shougo stood in the doorway with a film crew behind him. that signature smile he always gave the world played cynically on his lips.

but it was always fake. he always smiled for other people and never for me.

seeing my surprise, hoseok left what he was doing in the kitchen and came to my side. "what's going on here?" he asked, eyeing the cameras with a confusion that must have been obvious. his arm wrapped around my waist for support.

when i was finally able to snap out of my initial surprise, i said, "i don't want to talk to you. please go away."

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so i have written about half of this story already. but since this story takes place in the latter half of this year, i felt a bit sad when the story arch reached the month of december beacuse of jonghyunnie. 

plus right now i have a really bad cold and im really sick in bed with a fever.

but i have decided to dedicate my effort to jonghyun and his memory. so when the story reaches that point, i don't know if i will mention it yet.

because the boys knew him and they got along with him. it must have been painful.

-clary