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I don't know how i am or what i am...I am just feeling nothing...like all my feelings dead....my heart is not beating anymore...i am just dead inside...
There is no one no one at all that can understand me..
Friends !! This is just a shit...none of them know how i am feeling...no one of them tried to understand me...and they just left my side...
That just show how much fake they are...
I am just cold so cold...all my feelings are cold...
It has been a long time ago since i cried...even tears are not coming out...
Since that person go...all the happiness has gone with him...
I am not sad...i am not happy...i am in the hardest stage...I Never feel anything...
Like a dead body...empty soul...everything become meaningless to me...But still my chest to heavy and this heavy feeling just won't go ...and i used on it...
I used on the lonlinesss ...i have been always so that's okey ...