Torn

10.

Wes's POV

I felt Corey's fingers go under my chin as he lifted my head up "Talk to me" he said again

"About what?" I asked not trusting my voice or my words

"What is going on with you Wes you're a bit all over the place?" Corey said to me

"I don't know Cor" I said as I let my shoulders slump "I'm confused. I'm torn" I admitted

"Can't you just follow your heart" he asked me

I thought back to the bar and the pile of toothpicks as Finn's words ring in my head the last question was the only one you really needed to answer

"But" I went to say but he put his hand up

"look someone or all of us are going to end up hurt in the end" he said to me "I can see it in your eyes though Wes you already made up your mind so I don't think your torn. You're scared that it might not be everything you hoped for or dreamed about. That you're going end up heartbroken" he said looking down

"Cor" I said "I love you, More than I have ever loved anyone" I told him

"I don't think you do Wes because if you did you wouldn't be torn" Corey said "So I'll make this easier for everyone. I'm walking away and letting you be free" he said as a few tears rolled down his cheek

"I will always love you" he said rubbing my cheek "You will always be the one" he added "but I can't do this anymore" he placed a kiss to my lips I grabbed his arm making him stay

"Don't Wes" he said kissing me one last time and walking off

I fell to the ground I felt my chest tighten as I sobbed on the cold ground I closed my eyes not remembering anything after that.

I woke up rubbing my eyes and looked around before realizing I was in the medical room I try to sit up before feeling someone rub my back

"Take it easy" I heard Dean's voice

"What happened?" I asked

"We were hoping you could answer that for us" Chris said "Dean found you past out in the hall" he told me

"I don't really remember to be honest" I said looking down

"Wes when is the last time you ate?" Dean asked I shrugged my shoulders

"Let's go get you some food" he said helping me off the table

We sat in catering as I ate the salad he brought me I was looking around the room as my eyes landed on Corey and Charly giggling and laughing at the table I felt my breathing starting to hitch before I locked eyes with Seth who gave me a sad smile before walking past us to the food.

I backed my chair up and stood turning on my heel heading towards him "Seth" I yelled out he looked over his shoulder before turning back to the food

"What?" he said

"Can we talk?" I asked him

"No" he said harshly "you said what you needed to I get it" he added before turning to go sit down I followed behind him

"Please" I asked

"No Wes I don't want to talk to you" he yelled causing everyone to look at us "This is your fault so deal with it" he added before looking down at his plate

"Hey babe" Bayley said kissing his cheek "Hey Wes" she said smiling

"Hey" I said back "I get it" I said locking eyes with Seth before walking away.

Once I hit the hallway I ran to Finn's locker room throwing myself in his arms I sobbed in his chest as he rubbed my back

"Wes" he said

"He walked away and moved on" I cried

"Did you tell him?" he asked I shook my head no "Wes" he said

"I end up alone and hurt" I said crying "And it's my fault" I added before crying harder