Ive tried to put it down
but it seems so hard
I'm addicted
I can't stop
I did it once
now I can't stop
its not heathy
yes I know
but its fun
makes me feel alive
because I'm dead inside
watching as it blossoms
opens up and flows
drips down
falls onto the floor
it stains the carpet
just as it does my arms
it leaves a mark that won't leave
a scar
a memory
I've tried to put it down
but its hard
they tell me to stop
but I can't
I'm addicted
I won't stop
it will always be there
in the back of my head
im untrustworthy
you can't trust me
I will end up doing it again
I'm addicted
I can't put it down
