Sometimes I really think
Why is this happening to me?
The thoughts that spontaneously
appear in my head
Just rambling it out
As though there is
no one listening to me
I carry hope in myself
Things will get alright
Why this instant thing
just appear in my head
When something sad happens to me
All the other sad depressing things
just come In My head
That guilt ,uselessness,
misery,loneliness
Another possibility that
I am about to cry
This is not good
Though..inspite of all those
stupid constant reminders '
Was it worth it??'
This Question pops in my head
No matter how much I
have searched for that answer
It just went on from
phases to phases
Today,I can say,it was so worth it!
I can say that with my heart.
I can say it out loud.
That It just felt right.
And that everything is in place.
I m different.
I have a purpose.
I say this to myself all the time
It used to make me fall
Now I can stand up all by myself
Inspire of all those crucial wounds
And that guilt just
keeps reducing over time
Because I get forgiven
And those errors are forgotten
I have been given another chance.
I am just trying to survive.
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Death By a Pen: A Poem's Paradise
PoetryThey are just heart bleeding poems. Read it. Laugh at my stupidity. Relive my life one verse at a time.
