i told myself
i wanted this
this was my dream
i wanted to prove them wrong
i wanted to prove
myself
that i was
wrongbut it was
confusing
both of it
my heart and mind
was not onethey say follow you dreams
and what your hearts desire
but what if the mind is not with you
because something is pulling you downif you feel empty without having it
maybe chase it
it's always up to you
wether you'll let go or not
it matters
if you're happywhat matters is
where you are happy{c o n f u s e d }