Feeling of Attraction

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"WAKE UP!"
My head hit Hoseok's nose as I got up abruptly in shock. Hoobi fell back on my bed and started whining holding his face in his hands.
"What the fuck!" I yelled as I rubbed my forehead. Why is he like this? I can't get over the fact that such a cute lovely man can get so freakishly annoying. I pulled my sheets up roughly and watched him get up from the end of my bed. If looks could kill, he'd already be dead.
"I'm sorry! I'll go get you breakfast, wait here!"
J-Hope , as everyone calls him, ran out of the room in a flash, completely forgetting about his nose. I threw my pillow at the door making it close, rested down and took a deep breath.
A year ago, I used to be in Twice. I was one of the main singers but everyone pointed me out rudely. I was more thicker then the rest of the girls. My ex manager thought it would be bad to attract too much attention to my very lean body by wearing cute clothes. I always had on big shirts and loose jeans, which I didn't mind but after realizing it's for society, I left. Women should feel free in their skin. I've been hiding myself behind Twice the whole time. But after leaving, many people wanted me to sign up to different labels, so I joined BigHit.
        I started making music of my own and I'll be airing out one of my songs this upcoming week at Melon. Which I was really excited about!
"I know how much you love American pancakes, so I got you that with sausages!"
J-hope came back into view holding a tray that smelled amazing with all my fave things. If you take out the 5 year old attitude, he's kind of useful.
        I met J-Hope on my way to signing up with BigHit. That was the first time I wore what I wanted.
•••
A year ago ...
Hoobis Pov.

"Wow really V? That was mine!" I yelled before pouncing on him. He drank all my water and practically everyone else's. He laughed at me and pushed me off, before we started wrestling though, RM came in and held us by the shoulders.
"Stop acting like little kids, people working for BigHit are unusually walking around so please act more mature"

I straightened myself up. Our comeback was this week and we were rehearsing for it. I Need You was becoming one of my favorites.

"Okay let's stretch again before starting I Need You!" Jungkook said stretching his arms out.

"For starting the fight first, I say J-Hope go get us more water from downstairs" Suga's voice echoed around the room and everyone agreed.
What the hell? Ugh. Well whatever. I walked out of there partially annoyed but a little bit relax cause we were working really hard. Water is what I need right now.

Coming down, I heard a lot of commotion and people were pacing back and forth. I walked to the water machine around the lobby and then someone suddenly shoved me.

"Sorry Jung Ho-seok" one of the big bodyguards told me patting my shoulder.
"She's here! Make sure everything is in place!"
Then a few other body guards came to few following along.

Curious of who "she" is I got the water, then walked up the stairs where the balcony was. You could see the whole BigHit lobby from here. Suddenly I see a lot of people rushing to get inside and screaming and a lot of flash. The body guards pushed the people away from the main entrance and then there "she" was.
Walking in was a woman with a messy bun, big sunglasses, and fairly large fur coat. Her blue heels clicked every step she took. Her lips were a dark color of blood and I can see her shiny long nails from here. Who is she? I don't think I've seen anyone in Korea like that before.

"Hello Nin Jie! Yes yes, come with me! Wow you are so lovely and different!"
The cute little old lady known as Son Tai, is the secretary to whom we call, "The Big Man". 
Nin Jie? As in from Twice? The name hit me hard but... nah can't be. She doesn't look like her.
"I am very excited to be working with you, this place is quite stunning" Nin Jie reached out for her glasses and took them off.
My eyes widened, that is definitely Nin Jie! What is she doing here? She looks so different!

"Allow me to enter more respectfully"

At this point the fans left and now everyone was in the main lobby. I walked slowly down the stairs getting a closer view. One of the body guards held his arm up as she removed her coat and placed it on his arm.
This is definitely the first time I've seen her this way. Normally on TV or the comeback shows, she's wearing something big and loose. But I never imagined her to look amazing outside of that. Her shirt hugged her chest tightly as well as her jeans did. She was really curvy. I admired the way the her legs looked because her thighs were touching each other. Never had a seen someone famous look this way. Not here at least, but she gave off an American vibe.

"Excuse me do you know where I can get water?"

I shook my head coming back to reality. Nin Jie stood in front of me with a questioning look. Wow she's prettier up close and in person. I gave her my famous smile and nodded.
"J-hope, nice to meet you" I said bowing. She smiled and introduced her self by bowing too.

"The Big Man will be here in 20 minutes so it gives me time to freshen up" she said following me where I was guiding her.
"The lady by the name Son Tai said you would know where I can get a drink" she added.
"Of course, I know this place like the back of my hand"
Nin Jie smiled.
Once we got to the machine I bought her the water because who would I be if I let her buy it? She thanked me before hurrying up along to the lobby. I smiled to myself and went back up to room dancing.

"What took you so long?"
"Now we have to stay extra!"
"I mean I'm pretty hydrated"
"Shuttup V!"
•••

I ate my breakfast in peace as I watched my favorite k drama My Secret Diary. J-Hope entered my room once again and grabbed his coat.

"Have fun at practice today! If you can, our comeback show starts around 6 pm today. It would be nice if you actually showed up this time" he said before rushing out the door.

I sighed.

After the day me and J-Hope met, The Big Man assigned him to me as a guide since Son Tai says I knew him very well. Which I didn't. But ever since last year he's stuck around and helped me find my way through BigHit Studios. I recently moved into a little apartment where it's a little vacant and nice and the beach is right outside my window. Ever since I told J-Hope about it he's been acting as if it was our house when it's really my house. He's from a group called BTS. A very attractive group of 7 young men. They're always busy so I haven't met anyone other then J-Hope. I wonder how he manages to see me.
Anyways, through out that time I've met some pretty great producers and song writers and stylist of my taste. Which was amazing. I'm recently recording an Album, but this week is my first Comeback show of being alone.
And about not showing up to any of BTS comeback shows... I haven't been out at all since my new change. I really want to pop out for Melon. I've been stuck in my house of the studio or the dance hall. I wonder if Hoobi ever spoke to the boys about me. Probably not or maybe? Last time we talked he said he wanted to keep me a secret until my first show. He's so weird but he's not as excited as I am.