wish

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people say that there are some things they wouldn't wish on their worst enemy

mental illness

physical illness

but a bully being bullied?

that isn't my wish,

not yet at least,

as you don't know whats happening to me

the thoughts in my mind

telling me to 

die die die kill kill kill*

I may seem like a psychopath but wouldn't you be?

the torture yo give me makes me want to cut you slice you apart, but you're still alive and pour buckets of lemon salt on the wounds.

that's what you do to me, you cut with your insults and pour salt on as you slowly turn my "friends" against me one by one

I'm not that person who would wish that eternal torture on you 

but you are and I feel it everytime I close my eyes.



* Just a note I am not suicidal I am just expressing my feelings.

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