My Diary

Entry 2

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    Let's compare yourself to a bottle.  When you're born your empty and as your character shapes,  then your drink is added.  No one is perfect no one just keeps air in their bottle. Some people get water.  Some people get Coke.  Some people get fanta,  or beer.  But none are the perfect choice. 

   Coke represents anger and easily explosive.
  Water represents calm and peaceful.  But the water isn't always clear. 
   Sprite represents the equivalence of the middle man.  Confused and serious angered to the cap.  But it's clear to the outside. 
   Beer represents those confused in life and just live like there gonna die tomorrow.

    I'm the sprite, I get angered but I never explode. Drinks seems clear but it's not water.  It's not peaceful nor calm but that's what it looks like,  that's what peoples interpretation of it Is. Yet I stay calm for those who look at me like that.

    At one point I was heading for water it was my path, my destiny.  That was until something's shook me off that path. It's called depression and obsession.  I bubble up but I never spew cause if I do,  bad things happen.  People tell me just let it out a little. 

   You wanna I know what happens?  I twist the cap a little and let some trickles come out then I seal of back shut. Simple as that.  The minute it explode the minute my body presses reset.  Maybe I need a reset. 

   I'm only writing this because im still alive.  Could be dead right..............