Emma's POV:
Dan comes to the side of the bed and sits on it, he brings me close to him and gives me a tight hug as a cry on his shoulder, I can't believe this has just happened. Where am I meant to go? I'll have to sleep on the streets!? I cry more at the thought of being on the streets.
"It's going to be okay Em." Dan says
I look at him with tears down my
Cheek and shout in frustration
"How is this going to be okay?? I'M HOMELESS!"
Dan is taken back by me shouting and I say in a calmer voice
"Sorry, I'm just so frustrated and upset, the shouting wasn't meant at you."
He nods and replies
"I know Emma, how about you come and stay with me? I can't have you on the streets."
I look at him in shock, does he really mean that?
"Are you sure? You really don't have to be kind to me Dan"
"No it's completely fine, I would love you to stay."
He gives me a sweet smile and I return it, I then wipe the tears off my face and nod in agreement with him.
*5 hours has past*
I leave the hospital finally with Dan, we get into his car and drive to my parents house, I knock on the door and my dad comes to the door. He rolls his eyes in disgust at me and lets me in, I lower my head and run upstairs. As fast as I can I pack the important things and leave the house, I look at it one more time and close the front door. I get back into the car and Dan drives off.
"You okay?" Dan asks
"Yeah, just tired." I reply
We get to his apartment , I get my 2 big suitcase of stuff, dan gets one and we go up some stairs, he opens his door to his apartment (it's like the old Dan & Phil apartment they had before they moved) we got up some more stairs.....why so many stairs Dan?!! He shows me the spare bedroom (which is Phil's bedroom in the old apartment)
"My room is right next door if you need ANYTHING at anytime so you know where to find me, okay?"
"Thanks Dan, I really do appreciate this so much."
He smiles and comes up to me and kisses my forehead, I smile and he then says
"I'll go make some dinner, so I'll leave you to unpack."
I nod and he closes the door behind him, I go to the bed and begin to unpack. After half an hour of unpacking I get bored and go find Dan, I luckily find the kitchen straight away and he has his back to me I quietly go behind him, I then shout
"BOO!"
He jumps and I begin to laugh, he turns around and smiles at me laughing. After a good 5 minutes of
My stomach hurting from laughing so much, I calm down
"You got me there Em."
I pull a proud face and say
"YES!"
He laughs at my reaction and hands me a plate of seafood pasta, I thank him and we go into the living room, we watch some anime while eating the pasta.
I head to bed after a few hours of anime, I soon go to sleep.
*next day*
I get ready for school and so does Dan, we get into his car and we drive to hell...we get there and I get out the car. I say my goodbyes to Dan and walk into school. I go to my locker and I look around, I see everybody staring at me...but why? I ignore them and head to my RE
Class, I get into class and people begin to come in and they just stare at me which makes me uncomfortable and anxious, my teacher comes in and looks straight at me with full concern on her face. I'm confused what have I missed here??
She tells us to write notes down and I begin to do so, she then comes up to my desk and says
"Can I have a word please?"
I nod and we leave the classroom, she turns to me and says
"I'm so happy you're here Em! I know what happened to you 4 days ago."
I looked at her in shock and all I could said was
"Oh...right..."
"No it's okay Emma, I just want you to know that I'm always here if you need me for anything okay? I want to be there for you."
I smile at her and thank her, we both enter the class. When I sit down a boy says
"So Emma, you weren't successful on killing yourself then?"
The class bursts out into laughter, I lower my head, my teacher shouts at everybody. How did he find out? Mr Howell must of told them, he is the only person who found me. Why would he do that?
Schools ends and I go to Dan's room to go home, I enter his class and he smiles at me, anger hits me immediately but I try and not show it.
"How was your day?" Mr Howell asks
"Fine." I reply back
"You okay?" He asks knowing I don't normally just say one word
"Yup." I say
I roll my eyes, stop talking to me please!
He comes up to me and says
"You're lying!"
"No shit Sherlock!"
He was took back with what I say and he replies
"No need to be rude Emma!"
I loose it and shout
"THERE WAS NO NEED FOR YOU TO TELL EVERYBODY I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF BUT YOU STILL DID IT!"
He looks at me shocked and looked insulted he replies angrily
"I would never do such a thing, you know that!"
"Actually no I don't Dan, YOU were the ONLY person to know I tried to kill myself at school and when I return EVERYBODY and I Fucking mean EVERYBODY now knows! You disgust me Dan. I'm walking home, fuck you!"
With that I swing the door open and slam it shut, I leave the school with tears streaming down my face, why would he do this?
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Hey, I'm so so so sorry I haven't uploaded in FOREVER! I've been busy but I've also had no motivation to do anything. I suffer with depression and suicidal thoughts and recently they have gotten really bad so that's been the main reason to the lack of uploads. Sorry!
Also sorry this was
Boring :(
~Sophie
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