21) Sick/It hurts (EDITED)

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Felix Pov
I knew where this was all going already. I notice how much Jisung was changing for her. He may not think it but I see it. He's going to fall for her sooner or later. He hasn't even said anything about liking someone but someday or sometimes I'm sure he'll tell us.

I saw her kissing him when he was crying a moment ago. Everyone saw it too. I was jealous if I wasn't lying. I like her. Though, I guess this clearly shows it that she doesn't feel the same way for me. I could feel my heart being torn into pieces just by watching at how happy they are. Seeing this make me want to smack them both across the head and said, "Get together already!" Then again, let's just wait.

Jisung may be a pain in the ass at the beginning with her but I knew something was going to be brewing the moment he started hating her, and I was right. I just hope nothing goes wrong though since Sunhee decided to show up now.

Right as everyone was leaving, I just had to confirm something. The truth hurts but I was happy to hear it if it's from her. She trust me therefore I'll trust her too.

"I like you." I told her. Before she could react I hug her for her to not see the tears urging to fall from my eyes. Why does love hurt so much? They said when you love someone, all you want is their happiness. That's what I'm going to do.

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"F-Felix?" I ask him. I was shocked at his sudden confession. He hugs me but something makes me think that he was crying. "I'm sorry, Felix." I murmurs. I felt really bad. Why can't everyone be happy? I sigh. I stroke his back in comfort.

Changbin pass by us and and raise an eyebrow at me. I shook my head and he knew what I meant. He carefully pull Felix away, "Come on dude, it's all going to be okay. We're still together. Everyone is, so stop crying." He says to him. Felix nodded and wave at me. They both walk away. I walk home alone. The night was a bit quiet tonight. Hmm, odd.

I got home and walk on inside. I lock my doors since I lived alone. I pause to think for a moment whether I have homework or not. Lucky me, I don't. That means one thing, KPOP! I went up to my room to put my things up. I took a shower and then relax on my bed. I couldn't seem to get the confession out of my head. I felt guilty for hurting him. All those time when I was alone and hurt, it was him who came to save me and help me out. All those time he's been with Taehyung and me just to keep me safe from whatever's around me.

My house was in complete silence as I breath in and out. I could feel my head getting light. I walk back down stairs to get some medicine.

"Are you serious?" I groan. I'm out of pills. "How can someone run out of medicine especially pain killer?" I talked to myself. I walk back up to my room. My clock reads, 10:27 p.m I relax and let my eye lids close. Hopefully the pain goes away over night. I'm probably just tired.

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I woke up at the sound of someone cooking downstairs. The food smells good. My room door creak open and someone make their way toward my bed. They lay a tray of food beside of me and then lay a hand on top of my forehead. "T-Tae?" I mutters out.

The only one I know that would have my house key and who would come over is him but isn't he in trainee? I open my eyes slowly trying get up "Taehyung?" I said again but it wasn't him.

"The first thing you said once you wake up sick is Taehyung?" Jisung said to me not very surprised. I fell off my bed on the other. He just snickers. I glare and he clear his throat. "Get up and take your medicine." He said facing his back towards me as he walk around in my room.

I took my medicine that was on the tray. "How did you know I was sick How did you get inside and also how did you-" "Eat first and I'll explain later." He usher me and I nodded.

I was about to take the spoon and eat the porridge that he cooked for me but then he sigh and took the spoon away from my hand. "Look at how weak you are that you can't even eat it yourself." He protested. I couldn't even say anything knowing how irritated he look already. "Here." He was feeding me one at a time as I pouted.

"I'm not a baby." I said He just chuckles.

"I guess you're not but apparently you want to be one. Now stop complaining and eat." He said to me again as I just stay quiet.

Once I got done eating Jisung went back out of my room to do something. I check my phone and it was in the afternoon already. My eyes widen. "What?" I scream. Jisung came back running into my room in a hurry.

"What's wrong?" He said in a worry tone. I turn to him.

"It's this late and yet you're at my house and i'm still here? Why didn't you tell me!" I half yelled.

He shake his head in disbelief. "You scream out loud just because of that?" He cross his arm and lean on the door frame. I turn to him and stuck out my tongue.

"Why are you here?" I ask him and he shrug making his way to my bed. He lay down and relax.

"If I didn't then who would be taking care of you, stupid." He stated. I roll my eyes. "I got into your house because you didn't lock it. I thought something must've happened so I rush over but just to find out that you're sick." He mumbles to me and I nodded in understanding.

"Thanks anyway, what's wrong? You look dead serious. Is there something bothering you?" I ask him making my way to the bed. He scoot over to make room for me.

"Sunhee said something to me today. I'm just letting you know this for right now." I look at him, waiting for an answer. "If you ever see her, make a run for it. If she's in any step closer to you than five meters, you're out of here. Take my advice. I don't want you to get hurt also," He stopped. He soften. "Stay away from me. I don't want you to get attached to me." He wasn't looking into my eyes.

He was serious though. What's about this Sunhee girl that is scaring him and the others? "Jebal?" He mutters to me and I nodded.

"Okay." I mumble. Deep down, I don't even think I can prevent myself from getting attached to him. I'm already attached to him. Han Jisung, why you so worried for me when really, you shouldn't care?

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DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUUN!

What's up with this mess and Sunhee?

I feel bad for Felix. ;-; *CRIES*

Why is he so worried about her when he doesn't feel anything? Or does he? *SMIRK SMIRK*

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