valeria maris ^ 18
➸ valeria's pov
'i loved the way he made me feel, the way he held me, the way he told me he loved me, the way he broke my heart.'
i drop the small pencil on my worn out journal, a few tears slip from my eyes. i tried holding them back, but they needed out. my arms wrap around my small legs, my brown eyes staring out of my window.
"why did i let this happen?" my chest was pounding intensely.
"you know he loves you, val," karla spoke from behind me. "he could never leave you on purpose."
tears fell again, "they why di-"
"you pushed him away." with that, she shut my door and walked away. maybe i was the one who pushed him away.
my chest started pounding again, "i still love you, cameron alexander dallas."
