I'll Be Good | Lynn Gunn

Chapter One

A/N: So this will be my first post for Lynn on here. Not sure i will make this a book or just an imagine and random writing book. Guess it just determines on how good it does with the first post.

"Baby please." Lynn spoke, her body blocking the bedroom door.

Her eyes pouring out tears, one by one once she saw the black suit case in her girlfriends hand. Her blonde hair on the left side as she tried to think of ways to plead her case. The way her girlfriend stood there, no emotion only making this harder on her.

"I can't do this Lyndsey not anymore. Every time
i think i can trust you. You let some fan girl come in the way, let them in your bed. I can't continue this." She spoke, her voice stern as she tiled to the left side.

Her free hand on her hip as she looked at Lynn, a sense of hurt washing over her as she watched Lynn completely crumble before her. Her hands at the doorway holding onto it like she was blocking a player from making a score.

"I have to go." She spoke, her voice above a whisper as she watched Lynn battle the war within herself.

Should i move out of the way? Should i stay and continue to fight there has gotta be someway that i can keep her to stay.

"Come on Lynn, i have to go." She spoke, a hint of annoyed in her voice.

Lynn took a deep breath in and out, she moved out of the doorway. Her girlfriend moving in front of her and in a split second out of the front door as she grabbed the keys from the key ring above the coat rack.

The apartment suddenly empty and quiet, the sound of her heels no longer would be click in this apartment.

Once again, i messed this up. Lynn though to herself as she sat down on the bed that no longer had a sheet, comfort, or pillow. It was empty like everything else these days.

She ran a hand through her blonde hair, her mind going in circles as she began to play out many memories and events that could have been different in anyway possible.

The many events of the random girls in her hotel rooms, the tour bus hook ups, the many girls phone numbers that were in her phone under different names.

It was a given that a relationship with any famous would be hard, the countless opportunities to cheat and as many times Lynn promised she wouldn't do it or do it again. She would not because she wanted too, but because in her mind she missed the feeling of a body next to her.

She knew the consequences and she knew when her girlfriend found out the reaction, the anger and the hurt that would take over her. She knew she would she leave.

Lynn stood up from the bed and paced the room, her hands going to her hips as she just walked in circles in that small bedroom. The walls empty now, the pictures of them together on the floor ripped up.

There had to be someway, something she could do to make matters better. She knew what she needed to do and at first, that was fixing herself at all costs.

At the end of the day,
all she really wanted in her life was the one that she was in it with from get go. The one that just walked out of the door, the one whose heels clicked against the hardwood floor in their apartment.