The Heart Within a Demon • Finn Bálor

Chapter 3

Still Tuesday

I'm back home from breakfast with Finn.

He's such a sweet guy. He's so nice, he is one of the kindest people I've ever met. His eyes are beautiful, his voice, THAT ACCENT, those abs!!!!! Everything about him is just so amazing.

Finn said that he told the Demon about not punishing me. He said that before the Demon makes his decision, he wants to come over later.

Finn said I must please the demon. I really hope that only means by dinner.

He already took my soul, he doesn't get to have my body.

As sad as it is, that probably isn't my choice either.

What's the punishment though? Can it be worst then being raped?

Burned?

Beaten?

The thought of that makes my body numb and I feel like throwing up.

Why me? Why did he have to choose me? The world is filled with people, but. he. chose. me?!

Wait! So when I die... am I going to hell?

Tears started streaming down.

I don't want to burn for eternity. I want to go to heaven.

Maybe he can leave me alone? Maybe, hopefully. I don't need demons in my life, I have ran from them too much. I went most of my life trying to escape my demons. I beg god every night to help me forget my past and forgive every sin committed in my family.

By this time I was on the floor sobbing

"please God, its not my fault, please! Help me!" I screamed and begged over and over until there were no tears left.

I feel empty.

Hopeless.

I don't want him, but I need him to live and survive.

I don't want to see the demon.  I don't want anything to do with the demon!

Am I going to be a demon? Is there going to be 2 sides if me? Chloe and the... Demon... Queen?

NO!

I don't want to be the demon queen! I don't want him!

But it don't matter.

He's coming tonight.

Its barely noon. I still have time to figure a few things out..

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It's 3 o'clock. There isn't really much to do at home alone and all. I cleaned up, did some online shopping with the emergency credit card, and chose what I was going to make for dinner.

I wasn't very fancy so I settled on steak, mashed potatoes, and some steamed vegetables. I can probably open up a bottle of mum and dads wine.

Okay, so I have to be a little kiss up if I don't want to be punished. So I'm going to have to look my best.

I picked out an outfit and jump into the shower.

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I put on my VS robe and walk over to my vanity. I blow dry my hair and do classy looking beach curls/waves.

All I'm going to do is my hair and makeup for now.

My hair and makeup took a while. I check the time. Its already 5:30 pm. I better prepare dinner. I hurry downstairs to do so.

I get the steaks out of the freezer to thaw them.