Missing You (Jinkook Oneshot)

If Only

     Jungkook stand there glued to the ground as he looked at the face in the coffin. The body of his precious husband Jin was laid neatly there.
      He still couldn't believe that Jin was dead. He would no longer get to hear the windshield wiper laugh coming out from his mouth, no longer get to feel the pleasure of kissing his plump lips, or hearing his lame dad jokes.
      He miss it all. He smiled a little at the fact that his husband look so good no matter the circumstances. He still look so handsome, with those broad shoulder of his, his perfect brown orbs, and also his blonde hair that he miss snuggling into.
      The moment didn't last long as it was time to bury him. At that moment, he started to cry. Letting all the emotions out. He couldn't stop it as those tears started streaming down his face.
      Jungkook knew at that moment that he wasn't the only one crying as the rain started pouring. The rain was crying with him. He didn't care that he was soaking wet or the fact that he was the last one there. He didn't want to leave but his friends somehow got him to.
      Jin's brothers Taehyung and Namjoon started hugging him for his loss but he knew they needed it more. Right as Taehyung was about to hug him, Taehyung started sobbing all of a sudden.
      He just stood there, listening to Taehyung's lover Hoseok trying to calm him down. Then came Yoongi giving him a silent pat as his husband Jimin gave Jungkook a hug and a weak smile.
        Jungkook knew they were in pain but they don't know the way he feel right now. The feeling of guilt, regret, and loss all inside him right now. Living with Jin for five years make him get used to the company of his husband.
        They been together through hard times with tears and fights along the way but they somehow always forgive each other and continue to laugh it off. The promise they made to each other was also stuck in his mind right now.
         The promise to be by each other sides, to be together forever,and to grow old together but it didn't last long.  He shouldn't have that dumb fight with Jin in the first place.
        If he didn't have that fight with him, he wouldn't have to experience the pain he felt when Jin got hit by a car, or the pain he felt right now. If only he he didn't do that and if only he got there faster. If only.

I just started my first writing but I hope it's good. Anyway this was the only thing I could do.