The foreign exchange student (Larry fanfiction)

chapter 29

-Louis' POV-

when harry said he needed to talk to me I admit I was very nervous, I didn't know if he meant about us and our relationship or if it was something small and petty or was actually just a random thought he forgot to tell me. Either way it made me nervous.

I fumbled with my hands as we walked back to my room which was pretty large compared to my flat.

"So um, what do you want to talk about haz?" I muttered quietly keeping my gaze on him.

He frowned and looked down "so um, I need answers.."

I genuinely was confused and he just rolled his sleeves up never looking up at me and I gasped loudly leaving an echo in the room.

His arms were littered with scars various ones. Small ones. Large ones.

Vertical. Horizontal. Fresh. Old, mainly old.

I felt tears swelling up in my eyes and I willed myself to not let them show "w-why? why would you do that?"

He looked up at me for the first time with red puffy eyes and shook his head "i ask questions. Why did you leave me?! Why did you make me feel worthless and like it was my fault!" He shouted at me and i bit my lip choking back a sob that was daring to escape.

"I had to, I couldn't let you fall for me and hurt you. I couldn't date you while I was with your family harry!" I said back genuinely and tried to keep my voice steady.

"I couldn't resist you I had to leave." I whispered this part and he shook his head and scoffed letting tears roll down his already puffy cheeks "yeah right, if I didn't come to you, you probably would've forgotten about me I was, no i am the only one who cares!" He shouted anger and hurt flashing in his eyes.

"Harry I already had a ticket to see you next month you just came to me early okay, plus your friends wanted me to wait! I love you harry and I'll always care..please don't ever do this again." I said stepping forward taking my hand in his he didn't pull away nor say anything.

I brought his wrist up to my face and examined his cuts as he bit his bottom lip nervously and I peppered kisses over each and every one of his scars.

He flinched at some of them and he was still crying but now he was smiling so I assumed they were happy tears.

"Please don't..not again." I pleaded glancing down at his wrists so he knew what I was talking about and he nodded vigorously and jumped into my arms.

I caught him and he kissed the side of my cheek and buried his face in my neck making my shirt slightly wet from his tears and I smiled sadly.

I was going to help him, I was going to make him feel better.

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authors note

So this was sort of a filler but it answered the question of what they talked about and next chapter gets real interesting with the other couples so I don't know if you're all into the new couples but yeah I like them so I'll keep using them!(: