Vampire Academy ~ Jikook

🍃Lost pt. 3🍃

"Don't think about anything.

Don't say anything, not even a word.

Ayo, oh, just give a smile, yeah..."

🍃~~~🍃

Wow... it's so beautiful. The very appealing and dreamy lyrics written by Namjoon-hyung, the soft guitar played by Jin-hyung and of course the gorgeous, caramel-like voice singing it. Just with the first lines it gives me chills all over my body and calms me down after my slight panic. I have the feeling that as long as the song keeps playing I'm saved and all my worries are washed away I had by becoming another species, hated by all humans around the whole world just like my old friends and my family. With that, I feel like there is a place I could be accepted as who I am now. There is a reason why I am standing here. Maybe it's a good thing I ended up being a vampire, maybe it will even get better with a new home and new friends. Maybe there is hope to actually believe in.

As long as the song never ends...

"I still can't believe it.

All of this seems like a dream.

Ayo, oh, don't try to disappear.

Is it true? Is it true?

You, You

You're so beautiful I'm scared.

Untrue, Untrue

You, You

Will you stay by my side?

Will you promise me?

If I let go of your hand, you'll fly away and break.

I'm scared, scared, scared of that.

Will you stop time?

If this moment passes

as though it hadn't happened.

I'm scared, scared, scared that I lose you.

Butterfly, like a butterfly.

Just like a butterfly, butterfly...

Like a butterfly, like a butterfly.

Just like a butterfly, butterfly.

Butterfly, just like a butterfly, butterfly..."

It felt like an infinity. The feeling of safety just grew further and further. I don't know what exactly gave me all the shivers when hearing this melody with his voice combined but I only knew that I want to keep it on forever.

"Okay Jimin. Do you think you're able to sing with me the whole song together or should I repeat it?"

"I'm fine. I will just give it a try. Ah, and I wanted to say that I am really amazed by your voice. Didn't think you're that good" I awkwardly laughed, but to be honest I expected him to sing very well, even though that was hundred times better as what I heard in my entire life (He doesn't have to know that, that would be even more awkward...).

"Good, Jin-hyung you're playing again?"

"Yah, treat me more with respect! I'm your hyung. Say at least please!"

"Ah, sorry sorry! Can you please play again and thank you for your hard work, hyung."

He nodded satisfied with the response he got and straightaway began to play the calm melody again.

Okay, Park Jimin, you can do this! Its true you're not the best but you're definitely not the worst. And hey, maybe Jungkook will like my voice a lot and will be really surprised by it which leads him to see me as something else than a usual hyung. Just don't get the timing of and reach all the notes right, then everything should be fine.