The Unfaithful Wife

4. Can't

Kabanata 4

His soft, red lips went down from mine to my jaw. His kisses were hungry and intoxicating that it ignited the fire within me.. or maybe within us. The tip of his fingers traced the side of my hips down to my bare legs as his lips went back connecting with mine. Just as I placed my cold hands on his nape, his fingers went to the back of my legs, lifting me up so I crossed my legs behind him.

"Love," He breathed.

I opened my eyes and the sight of him breathing heavily with eyes tightly closed greeted me. I threw my head back as my mouth flew open when he rolled his hips that created a delicious friction between our clothed flesh. I can't help but let out a moan when he did that.

"Love, I love you.." He whispered in my ear.

Ibinaba niya akong muli sa countertop bago dali daling itinaas ang mahaba kong bestida at inilandas ang malalambot at mainit niyang kamay sa nanlalamig kong balat sa ilalim ng aking bestida. The move gave me goosebumps. Biting my lip, one of my hand went to the back of his head as the other gripped the edge of the countertop I am on. My eyes went to search for his as his hands found the sides of my panties. Lumapit muli ang mukha niya sa akin at malambing ngunit may riin ang halik na ibinigay niya sa akin na akin rin namang sinuklian.

Moments after he successfully discarded my undergarment, I felt him fondle my heated and wet core. Just like an automatic response, a throaty moan went out from my lips, catching it with his lips. I don't really know when was the last time he touched me nor did we had sex. I really can't remember anything, that's why I think I somehow feel this is all new to me.

Dalang dala na ako sa mga mapupusok at mainit niyang halik habang nagpapatuloy at dumidiin ang paghawak niya sa akin. Humiwalay ako saglit para sana huminga ngunit isang malakas na ungol lamang ang kumawala mula sa aking bibig. Nanatiling nakabukas ang aking mga bibig habang dumidiin at bumibilis ang paghaplos niya sa akin.

"Chris.." I called.

"Stop... p-please.. baby-"

My eyes flew open as I heard that voice ring inside of my head. Sa pagbukas ng mata ko ay nakaramdam ako ng tila sampal ng aking nakaraan.

"Chris, wait." I tried pushing him away from me pero walang nangyari.

Nawawalan na lang ako ng lakas habang paulit-ulit ang mga katagang yun sa isip ko. It was loudly ringing and echoing like a church bell, and it's really making me anxious.

"Please baby, don't stop me now.. I.. I've been longing to feel you this close." He whispered as his lips traveled down to my cleavage.

Next thing I knew was we were in our own room, fully naked on the bed with him on top. I was staring at our reflection through the mirrored ceiling, completely lost with what really is happening. I can only close my eyes as I slowly take him inside of me, with him grunting and breathing heavily as voices and words, that I really don't want to remember, circulate my head.

"Baby, I'm close." He declared.

And as he did, I slowly wrapped my arms around him. His movements became faster and sloppier making him groan and I moan in pleasure. My hand went to the back of his head to grab a handful of his hair as we get closer to reaching our zenith.

"I love you.. I love you, baby." He breathlessly said, releasing a low grunt afterward.

I kept my mouth shut by hardly biting my lips. Finally, we both came with one powerful thrust. A moment later, I felt his weight over my body as he went down to give me a sloppy, open-mouthed kiss that I gladly accepted.

Nang humiwalay na siya ay agad niyang isiniksik ang mukha niya sa leeg ko. Ilang segundo lang ay naramdaman ko na ang paglalim ng paghinga niya na nangangahulugang nakatulog na siya. Unti unti kong binuksan ang mga mata upang muling titigan ang mga repleksyon namin sa taas. Hindi ko naman alam ang dapat ko pang maramdaman. Should I feel happy? Angry? Disgusted?

Napakurap kurap ako. Why would I feel disgusted when I clearly let him do whatever he wants to do with me? That's the point. You let him get his way to you again. Napaawang ang bibig ko when what just happened finally dawned on me. My hands met his shoulder blades to gently push him to my side. Agad ko siyang tinalikuran habang bumibigat ang pakiramdam ko. Unti unting bumilis ang paghinga ko kaya pinikit ko na lang ang mga mata ko at pinilit na makatulog. Hoping that this was just all a dream.

...

I was woken up by the quiet whispers and footsteps that I assume is from Christopher. Nakaramdam din ako ng paggalaw sa likod ko na sigurado akong galing sa anak namin.

"Careful, big boy. Don't wake your mommy up." Christopher said in a quiet tone.

"Why?" I heard my son whispered.

"It's because your mom is tired. She needs a lot of sleep to restore her energy."

"Why is mommy always tired, daddy?" Nag-intay ako ng kaunti sa isasagot ni Chris pero wala naman siyang sinabi.

"I'm awake." Sabi ko para matigil na ang sa tingin ko ay pagtititigan nila.

"See daddy, mommy's not tired. Gising siya ng very early." Ngiti lang ang isinukli ni Chris bago lumapit siya dito sa amin.

"Good morning, love." He greeted me habang ako naman ay umuupo mula sa pagkakahiga.

"Good morning, mommy!" My son cheekily smiled at me.

Sa pagtitig ko sa kaniya ay di ko namalayang lumapit ang mukha sa akin ni Christopher para halikan ako sa labi. Huli na para umiwas pa ako. Tinignan ko ang nakangiti niyang mukha sa akin. Naputol lang ang pagtititigan namin nang marinig ko ang anak kong bumubungisngis. Tahimik akong lumayo mula kay Chris at tumayo para pumuntang CR. Sinundan naman ako ni Zimjan hanggang sa loob.

"Mommy, may gagawin ka today?" Umiling ako.

"Wala naman yata, why? Do you need something?" Umiling ito.

"No mommy, I just want to visit onong, ninang and Rijan."

Nagpunas muna ako ng mukha ko bago ko siya sinulyapan. Sabay kaming lumabas ng CR at nakita kong nandoon si Chris sa malapit sa side table namin at nagche-check ng phone niya.

"Love, Ian and Aiah's inviting us for lunch."

"Say yes, gusto rin pumunta ni Zim kila Ri." Bumaling naman ako sa anak ko.

"Mag-prepare ka na sa room mo Zim, te-text ko lang si ninang mo. Punta rin ako doon after." Malaking ngiti ang ibinigay niya sa akin.

"Yay! Mommy and ninang Aiah will bake cookies! Cookies! Cookies! Cookies!!" He hopped his way to his room.

Kinuha ko ang phone ko na nasa table sa baba ng tv namin para sana i-text si Aiah nang may pumulupot na mga kamay sa katawan ko. Humalik sa balikat at pisngi ko si Chris.

"Love, aren't you tired?" Iniikot niya ako paharap sa kaniya.

"Not really. I've had enough sleep." Mahina kong saad bago umiwas ng tingin sa kaniya.

Nanahimik kami ng ilang sandali. Hindi ako nakatingin sa kaniya pero ramdam ko naman ang titig niya sa akin.

"Are you okay?" He quietly asks me and I gulped.

"Chris.." I tried pushing him away from me in a gentle way but he cut me off.

"Can't we really be okay?"

...

Ehehewankunanyayari :>

Enlo, this is dedicated to my apakagandang yux friend vahddie KSDKXKS siya gumawa ng bago kong cover !! tenshu friend !!