Most of my life I have been searching for the meaning of life. I could simply not find any real pleasure in living it, but I was very good in making a mess of it! My husband left me and my child and I ended up with a stroke in both of my lungs and on top of the cake I got jobless. Need less to say, enough reasons to be depressed..But I heard a voice in my heart that told me I would be fine! Searching for help I red many books , I prayed, meditated, studied Metaphysical science and tried Christianity. It all kept me busy for a while.. Then one day..now nine months ago, my sister bought the book “Breaking the habit of Being Yourself”, from Dr. Joe Dispenza together with his meditation DVD and his seminar DVD, which we have been working with on a daily base. We also took his advice about the necessity of learning new knowledge for the brain to grow and change, and also study “Nonviolent Communication”, written by Marshall B. Rosenberg
Deleting old habits and emotions from the past was the missing link Dr. Joe speaks about that I was looking for! Together with my sister we help eachother in recoqnizing and deleting these old habits stored in our unconscious mind that we are unaware of. After deleting all the programs from the past we start with a clean sheet and rebuild a whole new personality and a whole new life, ‘ causing’ the effect..
Wow! So many good things are happening, I feel happy healthy, energetic and balanced. I have no more stress and no more worries due to the silence in my mind. Now I simply take care of the task that lies in front of me. My personal change also possitively effects my five year old son as he mirrors me my (good and bad) habits. And when I let them go, he lets them go. My relationship with the father of my child improved in a possitive way now that I learned how to “communicate” and “simply” ask what I want in order to fullfill my need . I also receive many dreams and one of them showed me I have a talent in drawing which I took serious. I started drawing and I appear to be good at it and I realy ‘love”doing it. One thing let to another, I made a profession from it and opened a webshop in selling my design’s on ‘enviroment friendly’ handmade Bags.
Life is what I want it to be!
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