Yuri's Pov
"Yul, We did our best, Sorry.." Yungmin said.
"Yungmin, Its ok.." I looked at Yungmin and took his hand while my tears falling.
"Yuri stop it.. Dont cry , Dont blame your self, Its not your fault.." Yungmin wiped my tears with his thumb.
"How?! Yungmin, I can't stop it! My mind kept on thinking what happened and Everytime It flashbacks the more I can't help but to just blame my self! Yungmin she's my Bestfriend, I don't even had a time to say sorry to her, She died of saving me.." I blurted out and cried.
Yungmin hugged me tightly to give me warmth.
"Yuri, Im sure Before the accident came up before that argument happened she already accept your apology. Now Yul, Stop crying, Miyu does'nt want to see you like that besides you don't look good..." Yungmin faced me and wiped my tears.
"Yah!" I slapped his shoulders and half smiled.
"Haha, Yul can you promise me and Miyu that you'll be strong after this?" He sincerely looked at me and took my hand.
"Yungmin..I-" I cut my words when he interrupted.
"Please?" He said while doing that puppy eyes that does'nt fit him..
"Hmmm..Ok? just stop that puppy eyes cause You don't look like a cute puppy but a bulldog trying to be cute " I said and smiled.
"Bad Yul! Ok you promised! be strong Yul fighting!" He said and do the hand gesture of fighting.
"Ok I need to go Yung just text me ok? Bye!" I snapped and turned my back to him and waved my hand.
"Don't you want to take a look at Miyu?" Yungmin said. I snapped and faced him.
"Oppa.. Not now. I cant .. "I lowered my head and looked down Reminiscing the blood messing everywhere at the ground.
"Ok.. Bye! Take care, Say hi to Yoona for me!" I lift my head up and turned my back, I back nodded and left him.
When I entered my car, I remembered the accident and It flashbacks again and again, The argument that starts it all, And the bloody mess everywhere.. I facepalmed and tried to forget about it but I can't .
Mind Flashback
I'm on the way to SME building when I saw my old bestfriend Yungmin. I stopped my car and parked it near a cofee shop.
"Yung! Long time no see! How are you oppa?" I said while walking towards him.
"Yul? Yul! Im fine, How about you? " Yungmin hugged and faced me.
"Im fine too! So what are you doing here?"
"Im a Doctor now! Uhmm I mean I'll get my liscence nextweek as a Doctor!" He said and jumped up and down.
"Really?! Omo! congrats oppa!"
"Kamsa! Yah! You're so beautiful now and really Tall! Im your fa-" He interrupted when someone popped out from his back.
"Yung! this is our coffee! Oh Yul?" -Miyu
"Hi, Uhmm I should go now.. bye!" I turned my back to them but someone hold my wrist stopping me.
"No, You two should talk and i'll go.. Bye" Yungmin let go of my wrist and started walking. Miyu and I were bestfriends but..
"Yul , We need to talk" She broke the silence while gazing at me..
"I.I need to go" I said while trying to ignore her gaze.
"No! Look, Yul its been 9 years since that party happened and this missunderstanding starts, Please give me a chance to prove that I did'nt mean it." I finally faced her gaze and glared as a return.
"Yumi Its all clear! You dont need to explain.. But I just want to say that Im not a kind of a girlbestfriend who can betray you!! That kiss is nothing but just an accident!" I blurted out.
" I know Yul! I understand, I'm Wrong and I Admit It !But Don't you noticed that we are that kind of Bestfriend who ignores each other for almost 9 years Yuri?And I Ca'nt take that anymore, Yuri look I know I became selfish on that time but Look at me now I already understand the situation and I felt sorry about that! My words that keep Stabbing your heart and breaking our friendship.. You should also Forget about that and Lets Just Start A new Life!"
"I Already started my new life Miyu And I already forget about that Party! But I Just Cant accept The Fact that My Bestfriend For about 17 years of my life Is letting herself to believe in a Lie For about 9 years! So Miyu Start your new life please and dont interrupt my life now" I Was trying to prevent my tears from falling even if I know That anytime from now Jt will fall from my eyes.
"Yuri No! I cant! I want to start a new life with you! If I could only bring back that Time and Correct my wrongs.." Miyu totally cried..
"Face the Consequences Miyu! Be mature! You cant bring back the Past and change the Future!"-Here My tears falling down. I dont want her to see me crying.. She might think that I am Still weak..
"Yuri Im So Sorry. I let myself do that, I let this Friendship Died in 9 years just because of that Boy! That Boy! Yuri That boy in The new group that deb -" I interrupted her In facing Her My back. Thats the only way to hide my tears.
" Stop! I Dont Want To Hear a new Lie Miyu!" I shouted Back as I walked While crying.
"Yuri Im Not Lying! Can you just go back here and let me explain!"- Miyu
Howcome that its Raining? Are we filming A Movie or a Drama? Oh come on I dont want to trap in This Kind Of Situation.
I tried to run as Fast as I could to escape from this. Im Crossing The Street unconsiously in the Cars.
"YURI WATCH OUT!!"-Yumi
*BEEP!
BOOGSHH!
I opened my eyes and found myself lying at the other side of the street.. No wound, No bruise, Im fine.. I found a crowd at the center of the crossing lane..
"Miyu!!" I saw Yungmin run towards the crowd.. Miyu?! I stood up and quickly runs toward the crowd where I saw Miyu lying on the ground with her bloody face.. Yungmin was sitting beside Miyu and trying to lift Miyu up.
"Call an Ambulance!! "I yelled and kneeled down to Miyu..
"Im your enemy!! Fool! Why did you saved me?!! Miyu!!" I cried and hugged Miyu.
It was a Heavy rain bursting from the Sky. Why do the weather always match from the feeling of a Person such as Me?! Oh God pls. Wake Me up from these bad and horrible dream!! Please.
"Oh God! Yungmin do something! Youre a Doctor right!" Yungmin did a session And I called an ambulance.
A moment later an ambulance came up and carefully put Miyu in a stretcher and rushed her to the hospital. Yungmin and I quickly follows to the hospital..
"Arrgghh! Pls.. stop! Yuri you can't move on if you'll continue this.. stop thinking about it and moved on.." I mumbled and starts my car..
if I was your girl
From Yoong
Yuri! We need you here somethings happening with Jessica and Fany!! be quick!
I quickly rushedㄷㅇ my car to our dorm.
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