Simple Things

CHAPTER FIVE - HE LOVES HER

I don't know how he did it, but he did, he came through. Bang PD Hyung came through.

News of me and Suran Unnie disappeared as if nothing happened and photos of Lisa and I were never released. That was nearly three months ago and now everything was slowly going back to its rightful place, so why did I feel that something was not right.

I guess it came with the territory of you can never be happy when you're an idol.

Since Blackpink had their comeback and their Japanese debut, Lisa was busy. So busy, that I hardly saw her, which was ruining my state of mind, not only was she busy, so was I.

Thank god for fan-cams, I got to watch her enjoy what she was doing, laughing with her members, interacting with her fans, she made me reminisce about my time debuting as an idol.

It was the hardest time of my idol life, just debuting, but it was a memory that I cherish the most because it made me who I am, and do not take anything for granted and to humble myself.

I sat in the studio finishing off some last-minute details for our upcoming album, I told the members to go home, since practice really took a toll on them and the staff because they had to get home to their own family.

I looked down at my phone it was nearly twelve at night and I was still wide awake.

I smiled at my lock screen, my fingers tracing her small face, I missed her, and I haven't even spoken to her for nearly a week when she left for Japan. She texts, but its not enough, I miss hearing her voice.

Looking at her photo helped, her blonde hair, her naked skin wrapped in my sheets...

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"Have you ever thought about taking the next step with Lisa?"

I looked up at Jin.

"Even if I did Hyung, I'm not talking about it with you," I said, going back to ignoring him and watching videos of Holly, that Omma was sending me.

"Yah! I'm the eldest, I'm mature and I obviously know more about this and you should come to me and ask for help because I know how—"

"Should I go down on her since this is her first time, I don't want—"

"YAH!" Jin yelled, his cheeks turning red. I laughed shaking my head at him.

"Yeah, very mature" I laughed,

"Hyung, I get it, you and Jisoo had sex, you took each other's V card"

"YAH!!" Jin yelled as he stood up and was now looking around the room. We were currently in the dressing room waiting to go on stage for our comeback for 'I Need U'

I looked at him, "You know you're drawing more attention to yourself," I said, putting my phone down.

Jin glared at me, realizing that people were only staring at us because Jin was yelling and the only one standing.

"How did you know?" Jin whispered sitting back down opposite me and moving forward, till he was right in my face.

"When have you ever, talked about sex with me," I said, Jin looked around still thinking that people were listening to us. The Maknaes were doing their makeup and teasing the stylist. Namjoon was talking with Sejin Hyung and the stage director, probably discussing last-minute details on the stage and Hoseok was zoned out with his headphones on.