I love
blindly with complete vulnerability
I love
With my whole heart and soul and mind
I love
Like it's the only feeling I can feel a
But it's not.
I feel sad
I feel mad
I feel lonely
I feel depressed
I feel regret
Because I know that the love I once gave was taken from me and for granted
I can never get that love back
Just like the time I invested into the ones who took it.
But now.
I'm surrounded,
By ones who truly cherish my emotions.
When I'm down,
They lift me back up unlike the ones in the past
When I'm mad,
They shower me with the love I once gave
When I'm alone,
They show me what it means to be apart of a family
And now I'm in love yet again
The only difference is that this time it's genuine.
It's crazy stupid vulnerable love.
