I Can't Be Without You

This past 4 months has been the best.. And worst of my life. It's every 18 year olds dream to score a position dancing for one of the hottest bands out, right? It was mine. I'm great friends with the whole band, I mean you at least have to get along with them if you're going to be on tour with them for 12 months.. It was the biggest decision of my life. I don't regret it at all. It's just.. I'm exhausted.. My 'boyfriend' (well my ex now)is having a total freak out because I'm on tour with 5 boys.. And is threatening all kinds of stuff... Although he can't do much worst than he already has.

So, there's five dancers, one for each boy. We're paired for the whole 12 month long tour. Weird right. So we have to get along.. Or we have serious problems on stage.

Niall is paired with Rubie

Zayn with Rory

Louis with Megan

Liam with Gracie

And Harry with well, me.

We all get along really well. We do some absolutely amazing things!

"DIANA WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! WE NEED YOU ON STAGE FOR REHEARSALS IMMEDIATELY!" One of the stage crew calls to me, breaking my train of thought.

"I'm coming!" I yell back and run onto the stage through the back entrance. I run and stand next to Harry and mouth him a sorry. He gives me a smile and mouths back it's okay.

"Ladies and gentlemen we're practising Little White Lies this time! Pay attention and remember when you're dancing together and on your own!" The choreographer yells, "1, 2, 3! Dance!"

The music begins and the girls start by themselves. Harry sings first and I dance into him. We freeze and the others dance when they're partner is singing. Harry sings the chorus and we begin dancing. It's a little too close for my liking but I manage. Harry mouths the words to me as we're supposed to be frozen "I know what you want and I've been waiting so long".

The song comes to an end and we sit down on the stage.

"That was THE LAST practise before tonight's show! Remember the line up boys and girls! They are:" the director begins the list of songs,

"Something Great, Story Of My Life, Best Song Ever, Little White Lies, Half A Heart, You and I and Strong. Only a short show tonight in preparation for the big one in a few weeks!" She yelled as she stormed off. We didn't take it personally. She was just worried.

"Diana, do you want to grab a drink and something to eat with me?" Harry smiled, he really was a nice guy.

"Yeah, sure." I smiled back.

We reached the tour bus. It was an outdoor show tonight, hopefully it would be clear. Harry grabbed a bottle of water for himself from the fridge and gave me a look that asked what I wanted. "Water" I smiled and he came and sat next to me. I started to drink, the cool water was so nice after a big day of dancing. We got up at 5:30 in the morning and started at 6! It's now 3 in the afternoon. None of us had eaten all day. We were grateful it was over to say the least.

"How are you Harry?" I asked, screwing the kid back on my water.

"Pretty tired, but good. How are you?"

"Pretty much the same" I smiled "very happy rehearsals are over though!" I said happily.

"Me too" Harry said as he got up to lay on his bed. I stayed where I was.

"You're welcome to come lay with me" Harry smiled, sitting up on his elbows.

"Oh, thanks, but, I umm" I stuttered

"I know. It's okay. I'm not going to hurt you like he did. I promise." He smiled at me with that beautiful smile I adored.

----------------------

First fan fiction. I'm looking forward to writing this! I don't want to stop!