Namjoon/RM x Reader

Vulnerable

After you ran out you sat beside a vending machine and stayed there for a couple of minutes before heading back in.
Guess they left already...
You felt bad for running away from them or to be exact him, but you just had to. You were doing this for his sake even though you hated it a lot...

"Hey Miss (Y/n) are we starting practice again?" Seongmin asks while clinging onto Minhyun like how a baby koala would cling on to it's mom.

You immediately smiled so that your trainees wouldn't be able to figure out that you were sad, "Yep, can you get everyone in to their positions?"

Seongmin immediately lets go of Minhyun and runs to tell everyone to get to their places.

Minhyun smiles at you before running off along with Seongmin.

Gosh Minhyun smile is so beautiful he must already have lots of fans.
You thought proudly before going over to your group of trainees.

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"Goodbye and don't forget to continue practicing both the choreography and whatever your singing teacher has taught you alright? I'll be looking forward to your performance. Rest well!"

The group of boys said a bunch of 'thank you's and 'Goodbye's before leaving the room.

You smiled to yourself and started packing up your stuff. Training these boys had been really fun and was an amazing experience, maybe you should accept JYP's invitation to train their new trainees too.

You left the room and plugged in your earpiece.

Hang on. Is it seriously raining?

You walked out of the building and realised that you were right.

Great, now your clothes are slightly wet and you didn't bring an umbrella.

This day couldn't have gone any shittier, you sighed as you quickly walked back in.
Now what on earth are you going to do?
You walked back and forth before a little bulb in your head lit up.
Oh wait. Ji hyo should have already ended work, maybe she'll pick you up while driving home.

You were about to text her when suddenly someone calls your name. You lifted your head up and saw Namjoon quickly running towards you.

"N-Namjoon?!" You yelled in shock as you stumbled backwards. This smart bastard! How did he know that you were going to stay till this late?! You looked around your surroundings not knowing where else to run to you stared directly into Namjoon's eyes and they screamed determination.
Determination? To get you? Your breath stopped for a second as Namjoon approached you faster than before.

"(Y/n), you didn't bring an umbrella right? I can drive you home." Namjoon sincerely says with a small smile on his face.

You continued walking backwards and Namjoon kept taking a step closer and closer to you. "W-Who said I didn't bring my umbrella?! I-I just left it in the dance room and was about to go grab it"

"Well that is okay! You can just come with me, I do not mind driving you home, you do not have to waste time going back to grab your umbrella!" The look in Namjoon's eyes scared you, yes you saw love but a very different kind of love.

You took a step back again.
Shit.
Your back hits the cold wall and your eyes widen. You quickly turn to your left, ready to sprint back into the dance room when
Namjoon suddenly grabs you by the arm and drags you along with him, "No, (Y/n) just stop! Stop trying to avoid me!"

You won't lie but the way he raised his voice, scared you a little but it definitely showed you how serious he was about you.

You struggled a little before giving up, it was impossible to escape his grasp anyways. His veins were already popping out showing how tightly he was grabbing on to your arm, your hand had already turned numb and you sighed in defeat as a somewhat contented look expression creeped onto Namjoon's face.

Namjoon quickly but gently pulls you behind him and into his car before getting into it and driving off.

After ten minutes of awkward silence you looked up and realised that something was wrong.

"Namjoon this isn-"

"I know"

What? How did he even know what you were going to say? Putting that aside, this was a whole new side of Namjoon that you were seeing. On televisions he was always so charismatic so sweet and charming, but in reality? Oh he was more than that. You let your mind wander off as you thought about how this was all going to end.
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The wind blew in your face as some magical anime physics stopped your hair from flying all over your face. "So what did you bring me here for?"

Namjoon looks out into the river a bothered expression plastered on his face.
Oh god.
The way his hair flows in the wind and the look on his face is just so... mesmerising can I stay could stay here like this with him forever?...

"Its not that you don't want your hopes to be let down, it's something more than that right?"

You blink at Namjoon unsure of to say, "I-I don't understand what you're saying"

Namjoon sighs as he runs a hand through his hair, "You know what I mean (Y/n).You have trust issues and you're afraid of being left alone right?"

W-what? How did he find out?

"Hah...Am I that easy to read?"

Namjoon looks at you with a look that completely shattered you. It wasn't just sadness but desperation. Desperate to help you, and for the first time you felt like you could tell him everything.

"(Y/n) i'm here for you.So please open up to me.You can tell me anything"

Tears start following off your face the moment you opened your mouth.
Even though you seemed strong on the outside you were actually a really weak person.

You explained that you used to trust people alot until everyone took advantage of your kindness and starting lying to you including your ex. You and your ex had been together for 3 years and he would aways ensure you that he would 'never' lie to you like how everyone else did, but eventually you realised how wrong you were about him.
You felt as if the world had ended when you saw him hanging out with some other girl. Laughing and kissing each other like no one was watching.

From then on you started to stop trusting everyone so easily, people would usually give up on trying to gain your trust and would give you a weird look but your friends in K-EAST knew what happen and always stood by your side.

After you told Namjoon everything, he immediately hugged you and rubbed little circles slowly on your back.

"Its okay.Its okay.It was all in the past, I'm here for you..."

You hugged Namjoon back wondering why on earth did you tell him everything, but then you remembered that you were in such a vulnerable state which allowed Namjoon access into your heart.

"Namjoon.I want to trust you but I'm always overthinking.I'm sorry if I had hurt you. I honestly think you're a really sweet and amazing guy and I really would love to really really get to know you even more."

Namjoon warmly smiles as he lays your head on the crook of his neck," I know I might regret saying this but...How about we take one year to get to know more about each other before we get into an official relationship? I mean I would really love to get into one with you right now but I do not want you waking up tomorrow and realised that you have just made a decision which you are really unsure of"

You nodded your head and closed your eyes as you breathed in Namjoon's scent.

You felt a soft pair of lips on your cheek.

"I love you so much (Y/n)"