Hurting..

I don't know what to do ... I cant do this... It feels like you don't want to talk... I try to keep the conversation going but it seems like you don't want too.. It hurts... A lot... I don't want to get hurt but if feels like i am.. I'm getting hurt... This hurts... I want you to be honest... Do to event want to be with me.. Don't just do this or be with me because of what happened... I'm literally crying while writing this... I really like you. I just don't know what to do...   I have a knot in my throat.. This hurts... All i wants to do is cry...

My chest hurts when i speak to you, i feel like i'm falling and you cant see me, nor save me.. it kills me to know, but I feel like I'm drifting away..