Alone with You || Jeon Jungkook

-8-

Three weeks have passed.

At home, I can never put my guard down with Jungkook. I agreed to sleep on the same bed with him though, just to stop him from overly using the word wife. 

He does anything he wants, everytime he wants to. And what he wants is to bully me all the time. He always makes a move on me whenever I'm not looking. When I've just relaxed from being away from him, he just pops out of nowhere and gives me kisses and hugs and feels me at places when he feels like it.

And worst, he still calls me ugly all the time.

It's not like I'm getting used to it, but he's doing it more gently as each day passes. The less I resist the less aggressive he is. And he doesn't cross the line anymore. It's like he's starting to respect my rights as his wife. But he still does he wants all the time. I just have to tolerate his needs in moderation.

But I'm still in denial as to why he's being like this to me. I'm not lovable, I know that. I'm not anyone he can show off to anybody or infront of his friends. I'm nobody.

We haven't talked about anything aside from casual daily talks and it feels like we're only getting acquainted.

I still can't stop myself from thinking that he's only using me. He's only using this marriage to past time.

Maybe he's bored. Maybe he's fed up with the past girls in his life. A hot guy like him surely won't settle down with an unknown lady like me. It's just impossible.

Maybe he's just finding the right time to dispose of me when he finds someone new. I don't really have any right to stop him. Who am I to do that?

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Right after psychology class, I hear a number of girls squealing.

Do I hear it right? Is he here to fetch me?

I shake my head, brushing the thought away. Aren't I expecting too much?

I get off my seat like usual, walk out of the room like usual, look down on my feet like usual, hide my face away like usual.

Just then somebody grabs my arm and walks with me. I look up and find Jungkook beside me.