I was raised in a loveless home
I don't know the feeling of loving
Being told that it will only cause trouble
So when my heart fluttered I trapped it in a bubble
My heart learned to ignore that emotion
It only knows the feeling of being ripped apart
Then stitching itself back together
Only to have a new slice
Fear of a new cut echoes in my mind
How hurtful it is to have my riskful soul
muted by such a powerful feeling
I never wanted to feel so vulnerable
I cry thinking how easily my walls
can be brought down
Why am I not dominant to it?
It's holding me underwater waiting for
me to drown and give in
I need control
-Fear of Loving
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The Silent Struggle
RandomA book of hand made poems and quotes For all who is hurting In need of healing Just a way to express yourself Through my experiences I write about Pain and the Healing that comes with it
