“I wonder what time it is.” I thought as I slid the curtain to the side
And carefully stepping out of the shower making sure I wouldn’t slip. I quickly dried off and got dressed, as I walked out of the bathroom and opened into my room, I sat down at my desk and my cell phone rang, I looked at the caller’s number before answering and saw it was Josh calling, “It’s probably about him wanting to get back together with me” I thought. I sat there for a moment wondering if I should answer my phone or not. Hesitating, I pressed the ‘Answer’ button. ”H-hello?” I said, afraid of what would be said. “Megan, open your window, please? I want to talk to you face to face.” I walked over to my window tripping on the clothes laying on my floor, carefully opening the window making sure not to pull the handle off again, and looked out.
“Josh?” I said shocked at seeing him on the ground below me, “Megan! I still love you please, please come back to me! I’m nothing without you! I don’t know what to do anymore! Please!”
Not knowing what to say I quickly shut my window, put shoes on and ran out of my room, down the stairs and out my door and around the back of my house to where Josh was standing and gave him a hug.
“Why did you leave me in the first place?” I asked while tears rolled down my cheeks.
Carefully prying himself off of me, Josh gently moved my mouth towards his with his hand and kissed me. I was shocked at how gentle and passionate his kiss was.
After a minute, Josh pulled away from me, putting my straight long black hair behind my ears and pushing my bangs to the side, he said, “Because I never thought I could love you as much as I do. You loving me as much as you do scared me, I ran off in fear, I’m sorry Megan ” He pulled me into another hug and didn’t let go of me for another 5 minutes.
Gently putting me against my house he started kissing me again, but more roughly. I enjoyed his kisses, but didn’t know why, I thought I stopped loving him when he abandoned me, but I guess I was wrong.
We kissed for 5 minutes, I interrupted his kisses and pushed him away from me gently, I had so many questions that I wanted to ask him,
“We’ve been broken up for almost a month, why did you decide to get back together with me now?”
“Because I’m not afraid of commitment anymore, I can love you and not be afraid of what will happen a minute or day in the future. I feel like a new man when I’m with you.” he said. “I can love you, and only you Megan, I promise you that.”
Hearing those words from him made my stomach feel like it had butterflies in it. Looking into his eyes I could tell he was serious about our relationship this time, like he wasn’t taking it lightly, but he was taking it seriously, as if the world would end if he weren’t with me. Thinking that made me feel like a little kid in a toy store without a care in the world.
