The Girl Behind The Camera// Emilio Martinez X Reader

Chapter 18

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I woke up earlier than usual. Odd. I woke up with tons of missed calls, tons of texts, tons of twitter notifications. I had no idea what what was going on, I opened my phone and I read the texts first.

Mostly from my friends saying "did you see Logan's vid?!?"

Odd. It's probably him doing something stupid in Japan.

I then looked at twitter, then i saw a bunch of tweets with Logan's new video, I read the title...
as soon as I read the title, I felt sick to my stomach.. I immediately dropped my phone and ran to my laptop.

I then looked up the video, and watched it. It all seemed normal and nothing out of the ordinary, I skipped threw parts of the video, then the most horrible thing happened.. it showed a dead body. My eyes started to tear up, it showed a dead body in a suicide forest, I clenched my fist and closed my
Laptop.

I was still tearing up and I didn't notice, I picked up my phone and dialed Logan's number.. straight to voicemail..

I threw my phone at the bed, and grabbed my bag, Caleb was at Ava's. It turns out it's Ava's birthday today, so she wanted to have a sleepover with her friends leading up to the party .

I packed Caleb's stuff in a duffle bag I found. I packed my stuff in my backpack, I got everything, and I just left. I never wanna see Logan again..

I got in a Uber and went to the Martinez twins apartment, I opened the door with the stair key Emilio gave me, I threw my stuff in the car and went to the kitchen.

Ivan looked up from his phone,

Ivan: you saw it?

I nodded frustrated, and went to the fridge. Ivan walked over to me and hugged me, and I just fell crying.

Y/N: how could someone be that stupid?

Ivan: I know, calm down

Y/N: no I won't calm down!

Emilio then came out of his room and yelled,

Emilio: Ivan? Are you crying about "Up" again?

I got up and ran to Emilio, and cried in his arms.

Ivan: your turn. I gotta go

Ivan said getting his phone and leaving the apartment. I just started bawling more and more, I clinged onto Emilio and he just rubbed my back slowly and softly. He confronted me, or well tried too.

Y/N: why does this have to happen to me! I found someone who loves me, I found someone who is mature and nice and good! Then next thing you know he turns out to be shit!

I was blabbing on and on, Emilio picked me up and carried me onto his bed. I put me down, and he sat next to me, he wasn't saying anything.

Y/N: it's not fair... everything was going great.. he should've known! he knows I'm sensitive to this shit, and he couldn't think "hey maybe I shouldn't post this, maybe it's a really sensitive thing to post for some"!

Emilio: Y/N... calm down okay.. listen..

Y/N: no! I'm done! I don't get the point of being happy, when everything just turns to shit!

Emilio: Y/N..

I keep blabbering awful things about myself, I kept repeating things over and over. Emilio just didn't know what to say, then out of no where, Emilio leaned in, he wiped my cheeks cause of the tears that were coming. He smiled at me, he looked into my eyes, I looked into his. He grabbed my face, and just held it with his right hand, maintaining his eyes on mine.