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I didn't love you.

I don't.

If someone asked me to write a list of all your faults,

I wouldn't have any trouble naming the first 10.

If someone asked me to write a list of all your assests.

I think I would name two.

But if someone asked me if I thought you should die,

I would ask why that would even be a question.

I would struggle to say that you would ever be gone.

You weren't ever supposed to be ever gone.

You were supposed to be there,

To annoy me,

To make me cry,

Maybe make me die a little inside.

Now all I have are those painful memories,

And questions why, 

Why anyone would want to take you away,

And just leave me with my memories that will one day fade.

Yesterday you were there,

A memory in my mind, suspended,

And now it's as if you were telling me something,

That just never quite ended,

As if you looked at me with your blonde hair in disarray,

And said: "I never thought it wou-