When You're Gone ( a BIGBANG fanfiction )!

Chapter 12: I Had No Choice!

          ~Seung Hyun's POV~

I was here. I was here with the love of my life. The girl that I wasn't allowed to touch again.

"What are you doing here?" Her voice was full of pain. I didn't know why I got in the restroom. Maybe I just wanted to be sure that she's ok.

"I asked you sth!" She said full of anger. I knew she still loves me. I knew what she wanted to hear. I couldn't tell her that I love her. I wasn't allowed to admit my feelings. That asshole had the perfect plan.

"You know sth girl? Nobody loves you, why are you still in YG? Why are you still here in Korea? Go back to Greece!" She looked at me.. She looked so painful like she wanted to agree with me. Hold on.. Don't show her your feelings! I want to hug her tightly. I want to take her pain away.

"But.. members love me.." She said silently. Yes, they love you so much! They almost kill me when they learnt what I have done you.

"Of course not! They loved when we were together but now.. You're a nothing to them anymore."

She started crying. OMG why I have to hurt her? Why I have to be so mean to her? Why I have to see her crying? Why?

"Se7en and Seung Hee love me!! Members love me too!! You're a liar!"
"Seung Hee cares about her marriage! You can't see that she doesn't care about you anymore??" I was trying to look serious and heartless.

"Shut up!! She's my best friend!" She pushed me back, my back hit on the door. "Bitch! I tell you the truth!" I screamed. "No, you don't! You want me to leave you live your life with your little bitch! You want to get rid of me!" She was right. if I make her want to leave Korea, she won't be hurt by me. Never again.

I rubbed my neck.

"Yes, I do. You're jealous so much. You don't let me leave as a single hot guy!" She looked at me and started laughing sarcastically. "You have a big idea for yourself! You're an asshole! You don't deserve love! You hurt everyone, who loved you! And stop rubbing your neck!! Are you sick of me?"

"Maybe I am..Are you talking about yourself? Members will forgive me day by day, but you, will you ever forgive me?" "Never!" I felt so empty. Congratulations Boy.. She hates you.
It was like sth hit my chest so hard that it could make me stop breathing.

"I'm sure that if I kiss you, you'll kiss me back!" "You wish! Don't dare to touch me!" I smirked. I got closer to her. My lips was only some cms away from hers. My need to kiss her was getting bigger and bigger, stronger and stronger. My heart started bouncing in my chest. "Don't.." She said half breathing half whispering. We were looking at each others lips.

"You know that you want to kiss me.." "Maybe.." I pulled my lips on hers gently. She kissed me back. My heart continued bouncing more happily than ever before. I hugged her. My hungry lips went on her neck. She hugged me tightly. "Seung Hyun.." She whispered. "What?" I asked her as I looked in her eyes.

"You're such a player! What you want from me?" She pushed me away angrily. "I need you." I shouldn't tell that! She must stop loving me.

"Go play with your little bitch! When we're around people you call me bitch and hit me and when we're alone you try to kiss me??.. You're sick! If you believe that I'm a bitch why do you try to kiss me?? You won't play with me again!!" "You're right sweety I'm a player and I like playing with bitchs like you."

"Why??" She asked angrily. "Go to the hell!! What have I done you? I never hurt your feelings! Why do you play that painful game with me?" She cried out. Her eyes were teary again. I'm so sorry baby..

"Nobody will ever love you! You must be glad! I shouldn't spend my time with you!" "Get lost.." She said calmly. "I said Get Lost!" She yelled. "Nope." "GET LOST!" She sat down and starting crying so hard. "Are you ok?" I asked. Stupid question eh?