I'm just tired
Tired of having no friends
Tired of being left out of everything
Tired of constantly running off to a bathroom to cry
And tired of looking at old scars that may never heal, and hitting myself with rubber bands so I won't have scars, and ice cube 'burns'.
Tired of being hated
And people talking behind my back because 'I'll never find out'
Tired of being an attention wh°re
And tired of pretending not to mind when I'm hated by someone, or not invited somewhere, or ignored by a friend so they can talk to more important
I'm tired of having to act like someone different, who can laugh everything off and say mean things, instead of acting like the sensitive person I am, who enjoys cuddles and Disney music
I'm done
I don't want to be called a 'lesbian' by the new kid at school I try to befriend
Or bullied, especially by my own friends
Or ignored
Or treated like a nobody
I just want to be somewhat normal, and it seems like nobody wants that.
