Life isn't easy.

I love you too

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I woke up by someone knocking on my door really hard. Who in the world could be knocking on my bedrooms door this hard?! I groan and get upt fromm my bed with force. I pass my mirror and see how I awful I look. Well, I don't care right know. I'm not in a mood fixing up myself. I go to my door and open it and see Harry standing there. Fuck. I close it again but he holds the door and enters with out my permission.

''What the fuck do you want?''

''I'm so sorry Kiara, please let me explain atleast''

''Fine. 2 min. Go.''

''I drankk only to cups but this girl came and we opnly talked. She insisted to buy me a drink but first I said no I have a girlfriend but she said 'C'mon it's your day, just one drink please' and I let her. She said se wouldn't give me a strong one but somehow I got really drunked. She must've fooled me or something. After that I don't remember''

''If you don't remember why are you apologising?''

''Because Danielle told me this morning what happend''

''Oh, so I'm guessinfg you also had sex with her? You know what go back to her''

''No I did'nt beacuse Danielle dragged me home back. After I woke up this morning she started yelling at me''

''Oh..''

''I am really sorry Kiara. You know how much I love you and would never hurt you on purpose''

''Right know I don't even know if you do love me to be honest''

''I love you. I love you so much. I can't live without you, being without you is the hardest thing I can imagine. You're the one who lights up my world. The one who can always make me smile, laugh and feel good. If I'd lost you I don't even know what I would do or how I would live. Your beautiful, inside and out. I need you. I need you more than anything. I love you Kiara.''

That was just the most beautiful thing someone has ever told me. Tears start to form and now streaming down my face.

''No no babe don't cry please, I'll just make me cry''

''I'm sorry but no one has told me something like that before''

''You should have been told then. I'm so sorry Kiara, please forgive me''

''I forgive you but please don't play around with my heart like that again. I've been heartbroken many times and I don't wnat to be again.''

''Never love and thank you'' and BAM he crashes his lips to mine and gets a bit tense. He smiles at the same time we're kissing. He licks my lips for entrence and I let him . It get a bit too much and I pull away and breath heavily.

''I'm sorry''

''No no it's okay, I understand'' he smiles. He looks around my room and notice the mess.

''Why is there broken pieces of mirror on the floor?'' He says

''Uhm.. I uh..I dropped it and I was too lazy to clean it up''

''Yeah sure, let me see your arm'' 

''No''

''Kiara''

''No!''

''Kiara c'mon''

''Fine'' I pull the sleeves up and he gets all shocked

''What is this cuts? How long have you been doing this?''

''To be honest, since I was 14 and the last time I did was yesterday''

''What happend when you were 14?''

''Sit down'' I point to my bed

''As you know, I'm adopted. My mom is dead and my dad, I don't know. My dad killed my mom when  they were fighting. It all started that my mom told me to go upstairs to my room and not come out until she said so. I agreed. They were fighting and soon enough I heard nothing. It was too quiet. I opened my closet, since I locked myself in there, and walked downstairs and realized it ended up that my dad killed her WITH a knife. I got mad and started to yell at him but he stood there all shocked. I told him I would call the police but he grabbed my arm and whispered in my ear 'No, you won't. And if you do, I'll kill you too' I didn't care though. I went upstairs and grabbeed all my stuff and ran away. That was the last time I ever saw him. I ended up in foster house and that was when this family adopted me'' I sighed and wouldn't let myself cry.

''Shit. I'm so sorry. I never knew you went through all this things. Cutting yourself won't help. It will just make it worst. This cuts will last forever and everytime you see your arm you'll just get reminded what you've been through which is not good. You have to promise me you won't do this thing to yourself, alright?''

''As long as you won't cheat on me I will nevr cut myself''

''I would never cheat on you on purpose. And deal. Kiara I love you and you can always talk to me you know that. Don't keep everything just for yourself. You need to let it out sometime. I'm always there for you babe. Don't foget that.'' He hugs me tightly and gives me a kiss on my head.

''I love you too Harry'' I hug him back like theres no tomorrow

DONE! Was it good? This and chapter 3 maybe wasn't so good since I'm hella tired and got a headache. But I hope you liked it. PLEASE PLEASE VOTE, COMMENT AND SHARE? 

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