I'm tired of it all
I'm tired of them
Trying to control me
I'm tired of them
Criticizing me
What I like
What I love
Who I am
I'm tired of their Attitude
I love them
I really do
But sometimes I feel
Like I don't
Can't they see it hurts me?
Can't they see it hurts her?!
It's so frustrating
The feeling of cutting it's there
And it won't go away
What do you want me to do?!!!
I can't do it
I own her that much
I own them that much
I owe it to everyone
Who loves me
I won't do it
But the need is still there
I need to escape
This sinking feeling
This suffocating feeling
I'm choking
I don't know what to do