What I hide
I can’t seem to fight these feelings
I can hide them
But the time will come
When I won’t be able to hold on
These feelings that are choking me
This sinking feeling
Maybe it will come soon
Maybe it will be in a couple of years
I know I can’t hide forever
Under this mask
But for now
I will live
Step by step
Not in the past
Not in the future
I will live in my present
Preparing myself for what is to come