I'd love to bleed
To see it seep
Once more from perfect skin
But I promised never again
I am now my only blade
Cutting out from the inside layers
The mind
The heart
The constant hate
Let perfect red make me it's fate
I'll die for now and come back when
I feel I can handle what I've been given
Friends, love, what don't I have?
Cancer
Aids
Perfection
How do you obtain
Impossible things with pain?
It soothes the hurt
Somehow a release
Of all the screams I can no longer keep
Bottled up behind a smile
Burning inside
Blood on fire
I'll get there soon
Just one more slice
A perfect end
To a blessed life
