HOLD ME TIGHT [Kim Namjoon]

When You Love Someone [II]

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WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE – KIM NAMJOON

"Damn it! Your whole existence should be illegal Kim Namjoon! Why do you have to appear in my most vulnerable state? Why? I hate you so damn much! Because of you I'm all ruined! God I hate you Kim Namjoon!"

Curses flew out of my mouth soon as I went inside my car from the roof top. I didn't know and I forgot that he would be there. That place is his own sanctuary. He told me that once. But why did I end up there after receiving the news from this goddamned school's president?

I must be really really stupid despite my trophies.

"Damn it Sue! You're not just stupid. You're a big liar too. You know you can't hate him. You love him so much! Why did you tell him that? You're so stupid."

/Phone Rings/

It's an unknown number. Should I answer it? What if it's Namjoon? No, it can't be Namjoon. I still have his number in my phone. He does not easily change number unless he loses his phone. Seokjin will for sure inform me if he have changed his number.

But who could be calling me right now? My mom? My dad? But they never call me when they're at work.

Damn it!

"Hello?" I finally answered.

"Miss Lim Suzanne," the voice said. Just then I knew that it's someone I know. Someone I must hate more than my Namjoon. His father, Mr. Kim, the president of this school. The one who took away my scholarship because I was dating his son.

"Mr. Kim?" I asked thought I already know that it is him.

"I'm sorry," he said dejectedly. I wasn't expecting that from him. He's the kind of person who doesn't ask for an apology.

Silence was my answer to him. I don't know what to say. Of course I am mad at him for doing such lame excuse for me not to date his son. Taking away my scholarship? Tss. My family can afford any school in this country.

'He only did that for his son to change.'A voice told me at the back of my head. Then the reason hit me of why he is asking for an apology.

But I still didn't gave him any response.

"I already talked to your parents Ms. Lim and they agreed," he said which made my eyes widened in shock. My parents agreed to what?

"Wh—what do you mean Mr. Kim?" I repositioned myself on the driver's seat excited, more like scared of what he's going to say next.

"I told them that the school will still sponsor your study. The scholarship is still yours."

"What?" I exclaimed. Is he kidding me right now? Just this morning he told me that the school will take it away and it's time for me to transfer school.

"But... You'll have to study abroad," he continued.

"What?" what the actual heck is he talking right now?

"You are such a big lost to this institution. And I'm sorry of what told you that earlier. I only said that because I know Namjoon would..."

I can no longer hear whatever is Mr. Kim is saying. My mind already wandered a thousand miles away.

What I said back there at the roof top was all a lie. I lied to Namjoon that I would study abroad. Which I will never do because I still wanted to see Namjoon even only from afar. After what Mr. Kim said this morning, I was ready to leave the school though the scholarship is still a huge regret. How could he do this to me?