Playdate

[SHOT OF POISION]

The music and people were so loud I couldn't even focus properly.
I looked out my window to see people passed out already from all the drinking and stupid activities. I sigh and look up at the sky to see the stars.

One thing I noticed is the people taking advantage of the view.

My thought were disrupted by the crack of my door opening.

I turned around to see who was there.
It was the odd boy.
He held a red solo cup in his left hand.
He started walking and just by that I could that he was overly drunk.

"I didn't catch your name earlier beautiful." He slurred.
"Vic. It's Vic" I mumbled.
"Ahh" he replied. "I'm Kellin."
"I know I caught that earlier."
Kellin gets closer enough to me to where I could smell alcohol on his breath. He twirls around his cup and looks me straight in the eye.

"You know vic you deserve the absolute world but not what the world chooses to give you...like that slut Aurora."

Silence filled the room intensely.

"Don't call her that." I mumbled loud enough for him to hear.

"Why not?"

"She doesn't deserve to be called such things" I replied.
"What is she your girlfriend or something?" He slurred
"We're not in a relationship" I replied
"Well I've been down that road with her" he laughed.
I stayed silent and started to realize why so much tension was in the room earlier.
My pencil dropped, which cut of the silence between us.
I went down to grab my pencil but before I could do that he grabbed my arm. He pulled my lips into his aggressively.

I didn't mind the situation, but I didn't understand it either.

He dropped his cup to grab my boney hips while swirling his tongue in my mouth.

He then started getting on top of me which lead him to gain full control.
He started grinding on me

I didn't know what I was feeling but it felt good.
I felt extremely of guilty of the thought of Aurora and him.

I knew it was wrong but I didn't want the feeling to stop.

He stopped kissing me.

"Are you a virgin?"

I sat there silent for a minute before replying.

"Yeah..." I said softly.

He looked at me with hesitation.
"I'll make you feel good don't worry" he mumbled.

He pulled my sweatpants off that was hanging on my hip bones.
"God you're so thin" he said hesitantly before grabbing my hips and turning me over.

I heard him start unbuckling his jeans quickly and pulling his boxer down fast.

He pulled my panties off aggressively and went in quickly.

I didn't know what this was.
A mixture between pain and pleasure as he thrusted in me so rough and hard.
His nails was deep in my hips.

He pulled my hair back as went in deeper with his thrusting
"You like that don't you?" He whispered in my ear.
"Mhm.." I replied.

The night went by so fast after me and him was sharing the moment.
He ended up finishing and leaving.

"Lets just keep it between us okay?" He said while buckling his jeans back up.
I nodded and watched as he left the room.

I was having mixed emotions about the situation.
I've slept with my best friends ex and lost my virginity.
It also doesn't help that I felt a connection between me and him.
Not at all.