The crystal is a weapon, that I am sure of. I had let my guard down yesterday but I refuse to let it happen again. I have dedicated the next month to learning to control The Crystal's power. Every night I will infuse magic into the crystal, imbuing it with a part of myself, this way I will be tolerant of The Crystal's attempt to draw me into its grasp. I have also enchanted a ring to help control the desire, and if anything g goes wrong, my mother will take The Crystal and store it where I will not feel its prescence. After making the purely arcane crystal, I have made weaker versions that arent influenced enough by the Arcane Energy to be dangerous. These crystals share the same qualities as the Arcane Crystal, as I've called it, which includes storing Arcane Energy and focusing it. This will allow one to have backup energy or use less by using the crystal. The crystals are nearly indestructible which makes them an excellent building material for my dimension. Tomorrow my mother and I will start our search for those who seek a way out of The Council's corruption. We will give them not only a home, but freedom.