Hey! It's me the loser in a corner:)

Alone

Alone when I need you most... It's been hard since you threatened your life. I love you so much and you understand me... Your my best friend, you can't leave me! You told me I was the reason why you were still here, is that still true? Where are you? I'm weak you're strong. I sit and cry, you sit and keep yourself together.

I wish I was needed. if I'm the only thing keeping you alive then, I want to keep you alive! Please talk to me! Let me know that you care about me...

I'm 49 days clean:) so yay me... You were the first person l told that I was cutting and, you told me that it was gonna be ok. You told me over and over that it would get better... Then the next day my dad got a phone call and, I answered, the caller said that he wanted to talk to my dad... That night he told me what happened... You said that its gonna be ok then that night you threatened to kill yourself. WHY?! I haven't seen you since November and, I miss you so much more than you know!

I love you LuLu! Show me that I'm not alone

Love Katy <3