Hey! It's me the loser in a corner:)

Days

Every day I say " don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't die... Cry your heart out just... Don't... Die..." Crying is fine dying is not! Your not weak! Your not weak! Your not weak! ...yes I am. I call and no one answers me... I fall and no one catches me... I don't want to shatter my friends but, they are made out of glass. But with what I am inside, I feel like I can't confide in them. With all this pain what is there to gain? Even sound is painful, all of the slams, cracks, bams, beeps, beep, beep, beep, beep,beep, beep, beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.... My heart stopped as the knife clatters to the ground.