I'm Gonna Show You Crazy

Ch.1

"Jazz take your meds" my mom calls through the house, "make me bitch" I laugh and skip out of the house. I head to school, who needs meds when they can show their crazy, I giggle at myself.

I get to school and walk in, people split as I walk through. I get to my locker and put my jacket in there and slam it shut. I lean into my locker and look down on my flat black Doc Martins. I then spot a familiar four eyes boy, "hey Richie" I smile catching up with him, "hey Jazz" he smiles, Richie is practically a brother to me. "Whats up" I smile, "just waiting to get out of this hell hole" he says, "same here" I giggle, "Jazz did you take your meds" he ask, my mood then goes down the drain, "why do you care, the meds make me not me, I want to be me, but the meds make me not me" I sigh and walk away not wanting to talk about that awful subject, I know he cares for me but he honestly needs to drop that subject. The bell rings and I head to my first hour.

I plop in my seat in the back of the room. The class fills with fake ass disgusting people, then the bell rings again.

"Good morning class" the teacher smiles and then the door opens up and her smile fades away, "late again Hockstetter" she sighs, Hockstetter, I've heard some crazy shit about him like him killing animals, and something about him with fire. I should try to talk to him.

~time skip to lunch~

I throw my last french fry in my mouth and I then head outside. I look around and go out to the parking lot, I pull out my cigarettes and a lighter, I pull one out and pop it in my lips, I slide the pack in my jacket and pull my lighter up to my face and flick it open, the flame sparks out and I wait till it lights and I flick it shut and shove the metal lighter in my pocket. I take a big inhail and released a slow exhail. I heard some laughing behind a car, I peared around and saw four boys laughing and smoking, hmm, then I saw Hockstetter. I then got yanked back, I turned and saw Gretta. "Slut" she sneers, "Gretta we all know you are the real bitch" I sigh blowing out smoke, she scoffs, "just go back sucking dicks and leave me the hell alone" I sigh, she then goes to punch me but I grab her wrist, I put the cigarette in my lips and then flip her and slam her on the cement, I punch her multiple times then grab her by her collar, "you know who the actual bad bitch is though" I snarl in her face and throw her down, she scurrys away. I sigh and go look around the car to see if tge boys were still there but sadly they were gone. Fucking Gretta gotta be in the damn way. I then drop my cigarette and stomp on it and head back inside. I then bump into Richie, "hey Jazz I'm sorry for bringing up that subject, it's just you are like a sister to me, and all I want for you is to be okay, but if you feel fine with out the meds I'm okay with that" he says, "it's okay Trashmouth, I still love you" I smile and hug him, he hugs back. "So what are you doing after school today" he ask me, "umm, I think nothing, just chilling, might watch some movies and order a pizza" I say, "okay" he says, "wanna come over" I ask him, "sure" he smiles, "great, come over at 5, and stay the night" I smile, "okay cool, will do" he smiles then the bell rings. "Alright see you later Richie" I smile, "see you Jazzy" he smiles.

I sit down and the class fills with people, I then just lay my head down, I'm kinda just done with today.

"Ms. Hood, get your head up" I hear  the teacher say, I sigh and slowly raise my head, I hear a couple snickers, I jerk my head over and see mullet boy and bleech head, "what are you laughing at tardies" I snap then some people in class laughs, they glare at me I just smirk, then mullet boy mouths to me, "you're dead" I smile and mouth "I'm thankful for you killing me, I've been wanting to die anyway" he glares at me and mouths, "you are gonna regret this" I just smile and look at the board.

~time skip to end of day~

I grab my jacket and slip it on, I then find Richie, I spot him with his friends, "hey Richie" I smile at him, "hey Jazz" he smiles shoving stuff in his bag, "you know her" I hear the small one say, "yeah why, she is like a sister to me" Richie said, "her" noodle head said "hello, I'm still here" I said, "s-sorry about t-t-them, they don't k-know how to shut t-their cake hole" the taller one said and smacked both of them in the head, I snicker, "okay but I'm guessing you guys know what I have done." They nod, "it's okay, I won't hurt you, and wait don't you guys get bullied by those group of guys" I ask, "yeah Richie hasn't told you" noodle head said, "SHUT UP" Richie shouted at him, "hey Rich why didn't you tell me" I ask, "I didn't want you to get involved with those dicks" he said looking down, "no it's fine, no one messes with my lil' bro and his friends" I say, "alright guys I'll walk out with you because I know exactly who you are talking about" I say looking around the hallways. We all walk out, I look around and spot the boys, I clench my fist, Richie sees my fist, "hey Jazz calm down" he said, "not with those dicks" I growl. We continue to walk I then see them following us, I turn sharply on my heel and face them, "back off" I growl, "ooo a feisty one" bleech head smirked, "shut it bleech head" I growl, "so who's the 'leader' of these assholes" I say, "that would be me" mullet said, "ohh you, the one that said was gonna kill me after lunch, right" I smiled, "yep that's me" he smirked walking up to me, "hey didn't you beat the shit out of Gretta during lunch" Hockstetter said, "yeah that's me" I smile. "Finally some one did" the one with a Metallica shirt on said, I laughed, I turn my head over my shoulders and say to the boys, "go home I got these dicks, Richie if for some reason I'm not home by 5 just tell Calum to come find me, because who knows I might end up dead" I smile, "got it" he says, the boys then head home. I turn back, "good we are alone" mullet smirks, "I'm hear because you were bulling them" I say, "oh yeah what about that" he smiles, "stop doing it" I growl, "nahh, I'm fine" he says, "I wasn't asking, I'm commanding" I grit. "Ooo I'm so scared" he said sarcastically waving his hands in the air, I grab him by the collar of his shirt and ram him into a tree, "you mullet wearing asshole you have no clue who you are messing with, I have very bad, evil mental issues, I have killed so many things and I have tourtured many things, I have to take meds because how crazy I am, but you know what, I don't take them because I just want to be me, not some drugged up person so they can stay sane, I love being INSANE it makes me feel amazing to be insane, so I could kill you right now and slice you all up and not regret a damn fucking thing, I will just laugh, I'm known as a psycho around here" I say, his eyes fill with fear, "that's what I thought" I smile and push him down, "holy shit" I hear Hockstetter say, I glance up at him and he has a smirk on his lips. I smile and then walk away, "hey come here for a second" I hear mullet say, I turn and walk back to him, "what asshole" I say, "what's your name" he ask, "Jazz, how about you shit heads" I say, "I'm Henry, that's Victor, Belch, and our psycho Patrick" he said, I looked at Patrick and smirked,  he looked at me up and down with a smirk. "Okay one last thing, are any of you guys gonna mess with my boys" I say, "nope, won't even look at them" Belch said, I laughed, "how bout you Henry" I say, "no I won't" he said, "thats what I thought" I smiled, "see y'all later" I giggled and ran home.

I got home and see its 4:00 still have an hour, I'm gonna order pizza and then get movies.