Philophobia

ψ Chapter One ψ

I remember his promise,10 years ago,when I was 12 years old...

He promised to me..

And I wait him..

I hope he didn't break his promise,because I still hope he will arrive and do his promise..

Ganito yun,nung ako'y 12 years old palang...

(Long Flashback I don't know kung ilang chapters to.lol,siguro mga 15-30 so on.Dunno.)

Ako si Elimelich, they call me Lime for short (Laym pag binasa) Im 12 yrs.old from Naga City. My father owned a computer shop and my mother owned a cellphone acc. and native products.

Broken family kami, I have my sister,her name is Elighiana (Elihiyana) Hiana for short, ngayon sa papa ko kami nakatira, I have my step-brother on my mother's side.We became broken family because of my father,well iyon ang pananaw ko.Because of his bvllsh*t friends who brainwashed his mind and there! Pumupunta na sya palagi sa bar or club,I know iyon yun,kase one day nakita ko siya palabas sa isang club when Im heading to our house,he always got home drunk! And my parents always fought! And there nagkatrauma ako nung pinalo ako ng papa ko ng walang dahilan! Muntik na ngang ipa-Bantay bata ni mama si papa. But I said don't, kahit sinaktan niya ako , I dont want a broken family! Sino ba namang gusto? But nagtapos,Broken lang naman.

Do you want to know kung anong feeling ng nararamdaman ko?

It was full of sadness! Kapag lumalabas ako,I always saw a happy family.Inggit ako! Inggit na inggit! Kung pwede lang sanang ibalik ang lahat! Kung pwede ko lang sanang ibalik ang nakaraan ang kaso hindi ako Diyos! Hindi ako Diyos! Umiiyak ako ng tahimik pag-tulog ko.

Minsan ayaw kong magbukas ng Fb dahil may makikita rin akong picture of a happy family!

Pag family day, hindi ako sumasama! Sino ba naman kase ang isasama ko? My grandfather have a tour company and my grandmother is a teacher,my tita's and tito's are not here! Nasa ibang bansa sila! Lalo naman ang mga magulang ko. I feel I don't exist in this world!

Kaya sa pag-aaral ko na lang itinatambak lahat ng hinanakit ko,hanggang umabot sa Grade 5,I met my first love. He's Grade 6,one year ang agwat namin. I tell you our story..

"Girl! Look! Tinitingnan ka ni Marco! I think he likes you!" Bulong sakin ni Aliney with matching hampas.

"No,hindi niya ako tinitingnan! And do you think magkakagusto siya saken? I'm fat and ugly! So don't make me laugh!"

"No you're not ugly girl! You're beautiful in your own way! And fat? No, you're size suits you.Cheer up girl! Don't make your self down!"

I sighed in defeat

"Okay,fine.Im beautiful and my size suits me,satisfied?"

"Yeah! Thats my girl!"

"Okay,tara sa canteen,gutom lang yan!"

"Yeah, kanina pa nagrereklamo alaga ko sa tiyan,hehe."

"Oh wait,where's Shane?"

"Nasa canteen na siya with Sophie"

"Okay so taralets?"

"Fried Chicken here I come,Wohoo!!"

Patay-gutom talaga,just like me,well bestfriend like bestfriend.Haha.

Im fat sa pananaw ko! I have baby fats all over my body,but totoo nga sinabi ni Aliney,it suits me. Just like my mama, i'm mama's girl! Yeah boy! Bring it down!

Nasa may canteen na kami,nag-order ako ng Spag at bbq with 2 rice, don't judge me,I'm not a body conscious!

"So anong chika ngayon?" tanong ni Shane one of my Bestfriend.