I sat there, in front of everyone, it was quite bizarre actually. It's weird to know that all these people watch my videos! Strange, how me sat in front of a camera once a week can have such a big affect on peoples daily life's. As I look down the table at my fellow Youtubers/friends, I spot my chummy, Louise smiling at me and pulling a stupid face that she's knows will make me laugh. Next to her is Caspar, saying something to my brother joe in his sexy South African accent. But none of them matter anymore, because next to them is the one person that matters the most to me, the one person who I really want to be with...Alfie.
