Hello everyone ^^ i'm Min (not my real name ^^')
Well this is a true story based on my "relationships" with this guy which i'll be calling "H". ————————————————————————
I meet this guy last year, we were in the same class (in the class there was like 3 girls and 26 guys). We were new student on the school so we didn't have friends. I'm the shy girl who can't really keep up with the conversation or who can't really make friends in a short time and also i don't have a "normal" style like i have an "ulzzang" style ( a korean style) so people don't want to approach me cause I'm different (so stupid) well whatever, luckily in the classe there was 2 people who accepted me for who am i ( i'll me calling them M and K) they were really cool friends and they still.
On the contrary he was a really outgoing guy like in 2 weeks he was friend with all the class.
After some time i integrated whit most of my classmates so me and H became also friends.
We sat together on physics class we had to do all of our report together so we passed almost all of our time together.
H ate every day at the canteen but when he learned that i ate at the cafeteria he dropped all his meals just to eat with me every single day.
We had a friend in common it was my BFF she knew everything about me.
One day i told her that i was sick of being single and the she confessed to me that H had interest in me..... like i wasn't expecting this.
So knowing that i was waiting for him to do the first step..... days have passed...... weeks have passed and i fallen in love with H but he didn't said anything to me, every 3 or 2 weeks he changed girlfriend, i didn't understand anything...., like the guy he's interested in me but he changes girlfriend ??
Months have passed and he still didn't done the first step but we were close like sooooo close even our classmates thought that we were in a relationship but nope we wasn't.
Well school year have passed and our relationship didn't go further. He changed school he changed department so we can't really see each other. So we lost contact.
But like last month he began to write me , i was happy , i still had a crush on him. We changed numbers, snaps etc...
He wanted to see me so i accepted but i didn't have time so we reported our meeting after new year (i had to meet him tomorrow) , i was so happy that i prepared my outfit i've done my hair my nails everything.
But ..... yes but , when i texted him to see where we gonna meet , he was kinda cold , he replied after 6h and then he told me that it's not gonna be possible to see each other ...
I was devastated i cried all day long (and I'm still crying) he crushed all my hopes.
I don't know what to do anymore i feel like shit. I can't stand this ....... i though he had feelings for me but ...... i'm just some toys for him (I'm saying that i'm a toy for him cause he's just playing with my feelings , when we texted each other he gave me hope he acted like he was in love with me but he wasn't)
Well that all for me ~ thank you for reading my story 🙇🏻♀💕
