*Louis POV*
*flash back*
"if...hit... lung.. dont.. tell...boys.." i stuttered as i was loaded into the truck, the doctor promised. my eyes fluttered shut
*flashbac ends*
The doctor kept his promise. i had asked the doctor if it did hit my lung that night when i got realesed from the hospital. and he had sadly nodded.. i looked at him that day "did you tell the boys?"i had asked and he shook his head... i sat back down on the bed and shook my head... i dont want to tell the boys but its getting harder to keep it from them.. nowing at anyminute my lung could fail and i could be well.. gone.. i couldnt tell niall... ill tell harry.. later...
"louis?" i heard a familiar cheshire accent say and i snapped out of my thought"yes hazza?" i noticed each boy was saring at me worriedly and i smiled "you looked lost in thought.. your eyes were tearing up...whats up?" Zayn said and i shook my head.. "Nothing Zaynie... Nothing.." i said and i looked at harry.. "Come with me.." i told him and led him to a different room
*Nialls POV*
Louis was sitting on a couch next to me... lost in thought... wait what the hell? his eyes are tearing up, i looked around at each of the other boys "Louis?" Harry said and louis snapped out of it.. "Yes hazza?" he asked looking around, he smiled "You looked lost in thought... your eye where tearing up.. whats up?" Zayn said and he shook his head "nothing Zaynie.. Nothing" he said and told harry to come with him and led him into a different room... i looked at liam.. "do you know whats going on?" i asked and he shook his head worriedly.. 5 minutes later harry and louis came out of the other room and harry was shaking his head on the brink of tears.. i looked at him.. what happened in there?
*Harrys POV*
Louis pulled me into a room and looked at me.. "The doctors lied..." he said and i looked at him, cocking me head "what?"
"Before i passed out i asked them, that if i had gotten stabbed in a lung that they wouldnt tell. they kept their promise, i asked the doctor the day he realesed me from the hospital, and he said it had..i-i didnt want you guys to worry.. but the doctor told me.. my lung could fail at anytime.." he said and i looked at him... tears already streaming down my face, he did look a tad weak.. "so.. my best mate is.. Dying?" i said quietly and he hugged me "no..not exactly.. but, it will fail.." he said and i started noticing the whistling in his breaths.. oh dear god.. i clung on to louis, like my life depended on it.. my best mate.... will die... and hes only 20!! what will happed to one direction? what will happen to Boobear and hazza?, i let go and walked out of the room.. and sat back on the chair next to zayn.. louis looked at me silently pleading not to tell anyone, so i bucked up and stopped crying "whats wrong harold?" Niall asked and i smiled "um well. on TV there was a story of a dying cat that got run over with a mower.." i said and it sounded good.. he nodded and didnt say anything but snuggled into louis... hes got to tell harry sometime..
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A/N I CRIED WRITING THIS...