Little Scars { Depressed Reader X Hosts }

Sweet little tsundere

🌸🌸 'Little Scars' 🌸🌸
A story by Choromatsus_main_hoe
© Choromatsus_main_hoe
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"C'mon Y/N-chan!! I don't wanna go to the host club all by myself again." A whingey, high pitched voice says, pulling your forearm slightly. Sighing, you look towards your friend Kathy, who was screwing up her normally adorable face and pouting her small lips, all while pulling your arm towards the hallway. You lightly pull her hand off your arm, careful not to disturb the fabric of your sleeve. "Fine, fine. Who's it gonna be this time huh? Still in the Kyoya faze or have you moved onto Mori again?" You smiled at the short girl teasingly.
Kathy had been dying to go and visit the host club for a second time ever since a new member had supposedly joined, a short brown haired boy who was rumoured to be charming and had a way with all the girls who had gone to visit him. "Hmmpph." Kathy murmured, crossing her arms and tilting her head the other way so you couldn't see the blush consuming her cheeks. "Okay, I'm sorry Kathy...... can you find it in your heart to forgive this poor peasant?" You say, teasing her even further. Kathy looks at you with her big brown eyes and giggles softly at your silly antics. "I guess so," She says with a sly smile. " but only if you join me this time!" Laughing, she grabs the sleeve of your canary yellow uniform and pulls you along the corridors, skidding along corners and nearly bumping into half of the students you guys passed, with you frantically apologising for her actions.

When the two of you finally stop, you rest the palms of your hands on your knees, trying to catch your breath. Hearing Kathy speaking to herself, you look over to her, only to see that she is playing with her hair and trying to fold out the non-existent creases in her uniform. "D-do I look okay Y/N-chan?" Kathy says softly, as if she's afraid anyone might hear her worries. Resting your hand on her shoulder, you give her a large goofy smile. "You look perfect Kathy. Don't stress about it. Just be your cute self and they will love you even more than they do now." "B-but, it's only my second time coming here, w-what if they don't remember me?" Chuckling softly you say, "No one could ever forget you."  Kathy gives you a warm smile, and lunges towards you for a hug. "Thanks Y/N-chan" Kathy's words are muffled by your dress, her face resting against your chest. She pulls away and gives you one of her sweet tsundere smiles. Turning, she lifts her arm and knocks twice on the large wooden door.

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The door opens and you both are met with the sweet smell of Sakura blossoms and the glaring light of Music Room 3.
" Ahh, my lovely princesses," A charmingly handsome voice calls from the heavenly place before you. Taking in a long, sharp breath, both you and Kathy walk in.

Looking around, you see a man with blonde hair and purple eyes looking at you with a warm smirk on his face. "Ahh, my darlings, please please, come in." He holds out his perfectly manicured hand, in which you take, a light blush forming upon your cheeks. Throwing a scared look back at Kathy, who just gives you a confident smile and a thumbs up as she walks over to where Mori and Honey-senpai are sitting, you let him lead you. Looking back at the male, you see that he is leading you into a calmer space with chairs and tea for guests. He gestures towards two satin backed chairs, you take one, sitting down carefully and tucking your skirt underneath you, scared of what is going to happen.
As you start to fiddle its the slightly fraying hems of your sleeves, the blonde man sits forward ever so slightly, your knees touch for a moment. The sudden contact makes you jump a little, he smirks slightly and rests his hand softly upon your knee. His purple eyes bore into your own e/c orbs. Embarrassed, you turn you head to the side, wishing that the man did not see the blush that was consuming your face. Moving further forward in his seat so he could get closer to you, he holds your chin up with his forefingers to prevent you from shying away from his gaze. Leaning in closer, so much so that your noses are almost touching, your heart rate goes through the roof and you barely hear what he is saying to you over the powerful thumping of your heart. "I don't think I introduced myself princess. I am Tamaki Souh, the princely type here at the Ouran Highschool Host Club. What's your name?" Stuttering, you try and get the words out of your mouth, but only manage to get a fraction of  the words out of your throat.
"I-I am Y/N." You stutter, trying to get the simple words into the small space in between the two of you. "Well, Y/N-chan , do you wish to spend the rest of the day with me and the other hosts of the club?" He says gently, glancing down at your arm, which was now exposed. Confused, you follow his gaze, only to be met with the lines of endless scars apon your wrists and forearm. "Ggahhh!!!" You screech. Standing up suddenly, you turn as if to leave. But feel something grasping around your wrist. Afraid to turn around and met his kind purple eyes, you stay facing the other way, tears pricking your e/c eyes, threatening to spill. "Y/N- chan, princess, please, just spend the day with us." He says kindly.  Slowly turning around, you let him see your tears and start to pull down the sleeves of your dress, only to be interrupted by someone speaking. "Now now Tamaki, what did I tell you about how we treat our guests here?" A deep and knowledgeable voice rings out in the room. Startled, you pull down your sleeves Quickly in an attempt to hide what has already been seen by one person.
One person too many.

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I don't know whoever reads this, but if you are going through this, cutting and self harming, please know that you are not alone in this fight, you are cared for and loved so very much. This is just a fanfiction, but if you feel this way, know that you are beautiful, you are an amazing person and I don't need to see you to say and know this. I love you, and many other people do.

Stay safe everyone ❤️