You were finally at Mark and Amy's house and as soon as you walked in you grabbed a glass of water and sat down on the couch. Chica came in and sat on your lap while you waited for everyone to get inside.
Amy looked over at you and went in the other room to tell everyone to come into the living room so you could explain what was really happening. While she was in the other room you just sat there petting Chica, trying to forget all of your emotions going through your head. You were scared, scared they wouldn't want to talk to you anymore, scared they would hate you and, pretty much everything else. You weren't really sure if you wanted to just tell them first and see what their reaction was or if you should explain then tell them. Just seconds later everyone came into the room and sat down.“Okay so i have to talk to you guys. I am scared to tell you because i don't want you guys to hate me, but the reason i haven't been eating is because… well… i am anorexic and if you guys don't know what that means, basically i don't eat infront of other people and i just stop eating, once you stop eating you get used to it and it's not a problem anymore. when i do eat something, eventually i throw it back up. It keeps getting worse and worse but i can’t stop it. I'm sorry.”
“Oh, i'm sorry about that. But you probably should eat something i don't want anything to happen to you!” Mark said.
You looked over at Ethan and Tyler they both looked at each other in fear. as soon as they looked in your direction you looked down at the ground. You just sat there wondering what everyone was thinking at the moment. The more you thought about it the more you started to rethink telling them. But it is too late. No going back. You looked back up and took a deep breath as you decided to break the silence.
“I've been like this for a few months now. I was hungry at first, then I just kinda got used to it. I tried to stop but i just couldn't, I am sorry. I need to be alone for a minute i will be back in a few.” you said as you walked out of the room.
You walked up the stairs and looked back to everyone sitting together in silence just in shock. you look down to see Chica following you upstairs to the bathroom. You close the door on Chica and went in. You sat on the floor with you head in your knees just thinking about everything. You soon decided to get up and try to throw up all of the food you ate so it wouldn't bother you. As soon as you were done you tried to stand up. But you got dizzy and fell back on the ground. You could hear footsteps echoing. It was getting louder and louder. It was Ethan and Mark, as soon as they walked in everything was getting blurry and difficult to see. You could feel them try to pick you up but seconds later everything turned black.
(A/N) wow that was intense...
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Fanfictionyou are in the city of LA everything is normal until one day your whole life has changed in many good ways. And you meet a guy who has changed your life forever but later on things might be different