warning: this chapter will contain cutting
I get up to if Mark,Jack, or Skyler where up. They weren't "Good" I mumble to myself. ( now would be self harm trigger warning) I go down stairs to the kitchen. I open the cutlery drawer and grab a sharp knife. i walk to the counter and grab the paper towels. I went back to my new room and set the paper towels on the hard wood floor. I went in the front pocket of my suitcase pulling out a half empty box of band aids. i then sat on floor and put my left arm on the paper towels. I grabbed another paper towel rolled it up and bit it. stupid. ugly. fat. bitch. worthless. useless. pig. useless little fat ugly bitch. The words echoing in my mind filling every crease in my head. I slit my wrist adding to the many scars. I had been doing this for 3 years. I put the band aids on my self inflicted wounds. Then put the box and knife away.
* Next morning (trigger warning over)*
"Lilly get up" My sister said shacking me awake. "I'm awake." I said groggily. When Skyler left I pulled the bandages off my wrist and got out of bed. I walked to my closet and grabbed the usual "after cut outfit" (a grey shirt , dark blue jeans , and my pitch black jacket). I got dressed and went downstairs to the kitchen. "Good morning Lilly." Mark greeted me. "Morning!" I said back plastering a fake smile on my face. " Morning Lil-Bill!" Sky said happily. "Morning Sky" i replied. "Morning girls" Jack called down the stairs "Morning dad" Sky and I in unison giggling. "Morning babe" jack said kissing Mark on the cheek. "Lilly are you okay?" Jack asks me "yeah. Why?" I could tell he was looking at my cuts. shit.
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OMG WTF!!!!!!!! OMG guys 189 reads whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! Also the last part I did 2 hours past when i go to be bed (I'm 13 y/s old and still go to bed at 9:00... 0-o) sooooooo YOU SHOULD KNOW I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!! i rlly hope my mum don't see dis..... And i have FOB stuck in meh head ;-; "A teenage vow in a parking lot 'till tonight do us part. I sing the blues and you swallow them too" (HeLp *-*) so i definitly have a case of the emo ;-;....... promise ch.7 will be out soon ^-^
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