The boy you can't have

he found a girl

Ok so he started dating this girl who has all ready lied to him about her age and all about her. well he told  me about her that  day and I lied and said its fine I'm happy for you you finally got a girl but sadly enough it wasn't me it was some hoe who jumps from guy to guy ugh! Ok but I went to the movies that day and after we started fighting and we fought till yesterday day and I was so sad I told him I loved him more than anybody could and he told me to just stop and said something mean I can't remember but I asked him why would he say that to me and he said he was sorry and dident mean it and how he wanted to die and I told him if you die I die so he won't well he go  me mad and i told him I hanging on the end of a rope I can't do this anymore he told me if you die I die and i told him I was so sorry and how he can yell at me all he wants because I deserve it all and he said I done I'm  sorry bye .I told him no please please stay in my life I care about you way to much to have you leave he said he won't leave my life and I asked him you promise he promised and he told me he doesn't break his promises witch i know is true because I want d to tell me something and he would because he made a promise to his friend's wouldn't and I told him I missed the ways he looked at me and the ways he would talk to me how I would be the first thing on his mind every morning and last thing every night how we used to talk to each other I could do anymore. I told him I want to be the first person to know when they breakup not so I can have him but so I can be their for him because that's how much I care about him he told me to stop caring about him I told him I couldn't  I care way to much to stop and I would never stop anyways I told him I love him and I wish it was Me with him not her because I don't want him getting hurt my 11:11 every morning is about him either not getting hurt or I love him and the same with my 11:11 every night.